Hot girl walks. Why are they called that when not once have I ever returned from a walk in this heat and actually looked presentable. To make matters worse the weather in New Zealand was not only hot but also sticky. The loose hair strands of my ponytail always slicked to my face and neck due to sweat and my cheeks were always flooded by a deep beetroot red. And majority of the time I feel just as bad on these hot girl walks as I look when put under these torturous weather conditions.
Nevertheless I pushed myself to attempt a long walk. Partially because I wanted to take in the scenery of New Zealand. But also to take in the current severity of my situation. I won't let myself admit it but I do find my myself jealous of Freya and Malachi. And instead of denying it I have to acknowledge the reason and push past it. As I Katelyn Warner like my best friend. Although my feelings towards Malachi, I know that he doesn't feel the same way back and I need to realise that.
For that reason I will forget my feelings for Malachi and continue being his friend. And my best idea to get over this stupid crush is to in fact help Freya. I know weird I would help the person who I am jealous of. But if Malachi is off the market I can no longer wait for him.
Oh god I am royally fucked.
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When I finally returned back from my walk and deep realisation I decided to post on instagram and also concoct a plan.
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