Loki found out the other day that he was a Jotun, and thought himself lower than everyone, especially his brother. Y/n is his lover, and he fears she will not love him after seeing his true form. She comforts him, and tells him how much he means to her, and that no matter what she'll always be there for him. She explains to him that he is beautiful in his own skin. She argues with Thor about how this is his (and some other people's) fault.
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Y/n Heimdaldottir was strolling in the halls, and thought to go see Loki. She knocked on the door, and nobody answered. She tried a few more times, before hearing a small sob and heavy breathing. ( She has Heimdall powers cuz she his daughter. she can only use them when she wants to and cannot see everything at all times. ) she closed her eyes and focused on the room, and inside she saw Loki crying on the ground blue, and surrounded by frost on the floor and walls. Her eyes widened at what she saw, and she knew whose fault it was. Thor and Odin...
She pushed open the door and ran to Loki. "Loki!" She said. He looked away, "go away, y/n. I'm fine.." I wrapped my arms around him. "You're not okay and I'm here to help you.."
"I'm a Jotun. There, now leave!" He screamed angrily, and broke into tears. But I didn't go. I just hugged him tighter. "Loki listen to me." I put my hand on his face, and wiped his tears. I made him look into my eyes, and continued, "I don't care what form you take, Loki. I love you no matter what. You being a Jotun doesn't change anything, and shouldn't."
He smiled at me before looking away again. "Jotuns are wild, evil, war hungry creatures. I'll hurt you.." he whispered. "You haven't been like that with me. I know that you won't hurt anyone on purpose" I pulled him closer and kissed his forehead. "Don't worry, I'm here. You're safe. Now tell me, who made you feel like this.
"Feel like what..?" He asked quietly. "Feel like you're less than everyone else, like you're insignificant, and useless." "How do you-" I smiled softly. "I can read minds remember?."
He chuckled dryly. "Thor." He said. I blinked. "Thor? This was him, right.." Loki nodded. "Do you mind telling me why?" I asked. He nodded again, "he always pushes me aside like I'm a useless child. Like I don't even exist to him..." he said shakily. I ran my hands through his raven black hair. "Oh Loki.. you're not useless.. you're absolutely amazing. And in fact, you are one of the best people I know"
Suddenly, Thor burst into the room with a stupid smirk. I gave him a stink eye. "Brothe-" "Go away Thor. He is in no condition to listen to your stupid voice." I Snapped at him. "Excuse you!?" He said, but I ignored him.
I sensed Loki's breathing was getting shallow. He was having a panic attack. "Y-y/n.. what's happening? I can't breathe, or see." He asked In a panicked voice. I put his hand in my chest. "Follow my breathing. Breathe in, breathe out. You're gonna be fine. It's okay.."
"Why didn't you tell me, brother." Thor questioned rudely. Loki's panic attack was over now, and he replied, "isn't it obvious, brother?" Thor raised an eyebrow, "what's obvious..?". Loki chuckled dryly, "that this is your fault.." "how is this my fault?!" He was getting angrier. "Come with me." I said to Thor. "Loki, I'm gonna be right back okay?" I whispered in his ear. He nodded. I generated a small sphere of light in my hand, and placed it on Loki's chest where his heart was. "This will show you your best memories." I said, before dragging Thor away into my room. "I'll show you how this is your fault, Thor." I said angrily. He gave me a stink eye. "Wipe that stupid look off your face." I retorted. I opened the enchanted locket of my necklace, and put my hand inside, pulling out a long white string. "This is a small thread of your brother's soul. It'll show you all of his memories. I'll show you everything"
I put the thread in midair, placed my hands around it, and muttered an incantation. "Wither and decay, End this destiny, Break these earthly chains, And set the spirit free, The spirit free.." My h/l h/c hair flowed with an unseen current, and my e/c eyes turned pitch black, not a hint of white was visible. "This incantation is of the Moonstone. It shows memories selected by me." I pointed to the bright blue and black diamond embedded on my forehead. "Watch carefully.." I whispered, before an image projected out of my moonstone.
