fake lovers (epistolary)

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love
7:44 PM

cyza

jacob

i see my future with you

huh

hear me out first

i like you cyza

i like you so much and i know this shouldn't be happening because we agreed that no one will fall for each other because we are just fake lovers

i liked you since the first time we met after the start of our deal. you said you don't believe in love at first sight but i believe. because you're the one i saw

i studied you in the days we were together

you don't like spicy, you don't like a bit sweet, you don't like a bit salty either

you like mangoes

you don't like hot weather but you love to wear a hoodie no matter what the weather because it gives you comfort. you won't sweat too much either

you love to cook but you stopped

your favorite color is yellow and you love tulips. i saw the photos sa condo

you like champorado

you like ice cream, it's your comfort food. double dutch, right?

you sometimes wear glasses because your eyes are a bit blurry

i like you because you sleep when we're together, even if i'm the only one awake on the trip, it's fine with me

i feel like you sleep deeply when you are with me

but when you're in condo, you're a light sleeper. you wake up immediately at any noise you hear

you really love miniso's plushies so you have a lot of them in your room, in your bed, there are many pillows around because you want to feel someone close to you

i also like how you talk to my family, especially on the first day, they fell in love with you right away

i want to hear you just talk even if it's a meaningless thing

i love the way you don't focus too much on me but i know you take our situation seriously

there are many reasons to like you and you are not difficult to love, cyzarina

i like everything about you

everyone is afraid of your beauty but i chose to approach you because i don't want to lose the chance

i don't care if you are rude or what

i can handle you, cyza.

i love you, not as your fake boyfriend and not as a friend either. i love you, as someone who likes you and someone who sees the future with the one and only cyzarina soliven

i want to face the difficulties of life with you, and i also want to be with you in the beauty of life

i know it's scary to love, you're scared. but i can prove to you that this is true. i can show you everything. i will give everything, cyza.

para sayo

i want to take care of you every day, look at you all day, listen to you, love you, hug you everything

because you're very special to me. you have become special to me, i don't know how to say

i want to be with you

i like you

i love you

starting from the very first

and now i feel like i'm going to lose myself

i want to pursue you in every way

it's you. it's already you, cyzarina

you're the only person i can take all the risks with

even if it means i'll lose everything that is waiting for me

all the things that i have shown you since then, they are all true and genuine. because first of all, i want to treat you right. i want to give and make you experience the things you deserve.

cyza, if you let me, i want to court you

and let's be together forever as true lovers, and not fake lovers
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