does love always end up the way you want it to?

Channy's

Updates will hopefully come regularly now, thanks so much for the 100+votes on this story, it is well appreciated, really. I think that if you hadn't read this story in so long, you should start from the beginning or else you mightn't know the plot, even I forgot it since a while ago. So, I recommend you to read it from the start but if you don't want to, read the last chapter and this, because that has major editing done to it. Thank you!!

"Oh my gosh, THIS ONE!" Kim widened her eyes and licked her lips with lust as she pointed at a shirtless man in the magazine. He had short brown hair, blue eyes, perfect teeth, and his body was very well toned, he looked manly, and I couldn't argue with her, he was fine.

"Yessssssssssssss, he is a god!" Channy agreed, biting her lips. They stared at the picture on the magazine a few seconds longer, then Kim looked up to me and asked, "What about you, Sha-sha?" I stared at her. "Don't you think he's hot?" They looked confused.

"Huh? Yeah, he's pretty good looking." I told them what I think. They stared at me like my face was growing whiskers, did I have something on my face, or was I ACTUALLY growing whiskers? I was so confused.

"Wow Sha-sha, you make it sound like you're gay, how can you like not think that he is a goddess?" Kim's tone was implying that I had a real big problem.

"NO! I'm not gay!" I defended myself, not that being gay is a bad thing. "And I do think that he is fine and should be compared with all the gods in existance." I stated, looking at the picture of the man.

"Good, I guess you're just not used to talking about boys as much as us, right?" Channy was like my new best friend, she was so nice, I find comfort in her words.

"Yeah, sorry, Sarah doesn't talk like this. All this is... different." I felt a pain in my heart at the thought of my old best friend, but I pushed it to the back of my mind, I have moved on from her.

"Oh, well that's okay, it's time to learn." Kim gave me a warm smile which I returned.

"How about this one?" Channy asked as we turned the page. She was pointing at a blonde haired man wearing a baseball cap and holding a baseball, he has hazel eyes, like mine, a perfectly straight nose, he was biting his lip, making him more attractive, his jawline was very obvious and visible, and his body was less toned than the other man, but enough to make my insides turn, I could tell he was going for the sporty look, but he surely did pull it off.

"He's perfect." I smiled at the picture of him, almost blushing, he was, in my opinion, perfection.

"Perfect for you." Kim stated, moving onto the next shirtless man. Yes, this man that I have never met before, was perfect for me. I wish I could just grab him and kiss him, but sadly, he wasn't mine to have, he was a model I have never met, he was way out of my league.

Channy sensed my disappointment and gave me a concerned look, "Are you okay, Sha-sha? What's wrong?" It's like she can read my mind, she just gets me.

I decided to be honest, "Nothing, I was just thinking about that guy in the magazine." I continued staring at him, I wanted him to be mine.

"Awh, it's okay Sha-sha, you'll find the right one when the time is right." She smiled, but was she right? Will I find the right one when the time is right? Will the time ever be right? Is there even someone out there made for me? Do I have another half? Will I just end up single in the end?

I tried ignoring all those questions in my head, but I couldn't help but think of Brian. I miss talking to him, I miss his smile, his voice, his eyes, his lips, I miss him, and I wonder, is he the one for me?

The other two girls were busy drooling over the men in the magazine they will never meet to notice that I haven't talked in a while, but I decided to keep safe and act like nothing happened. "Yeah, I know right." I didn't know who I was talking about and I didn't hear what they said before, but they didn't look up so I seemed to have said the right thing.

Suddenly, Kim pulled out her phone to check the time, "Where's Lie-lie? She should've been here 20 minutes ago! She's missing all the fun!" She dialed Natalie's number and pressed the call button, she then leaved the room to talk to Natalie on the phone. I could fully see what Kim was wearing at this angle. She wore a cream coloured tank top with some floral brown shorts, she had her hair tied in a ponytail.

It was only me and Channy left in the room now. She was staring at a picture in the magazine. I decided to study her fashion. It was quite like Kim's, she wore a white tank top with a pair of jean shorts, her hair was left down.

Hmm, I should change up my style to fit them, it's not that bad anyway. I was wearing a lose grey tee shirt with the print of kitten in the middle with some lose purple shorts, my hair was tied in a lose plat.

"Do you think I will ever get a boyfriend as hot as this?" Channy suddenly asked me out of nowhere as she looked up from her magazine, I could tell she was serious by the look on her face.

She was opening up to me, but I didn't really know what to say, I wasn't really expecting this, so I thought for a few seconds, and tried my best, because I had to say something, it was the first time she opened up to me. "Well, you're really pretty Chan-chan, loads of boys in school are falling for you, boys fight over you, they like you!" I could see hope in her eyes, I meant every bit of what I was saying. "I figure, with looks like that, and such an amazing personality, boys all over the country will be falling for you, you don't really have to be concerned about getting a hot boyfriend." I was being honest, getting an attractive boyfriend should not be a problem for someone like her, I don't even understand why she would have that type of doubt in her head, boys LOVE her!

She smiled at me and pulled me into an embrace, "Thank you Sha-sha, you're such a good friend, I love you." Well, I seemed to have said the right thing.

"I love you too." I smiled even though she can't see me as we were still wrapped in the embrace. She pulled away eventually and smiled at me. We looked at each other for a while longer when Kim came back with Natalie. Natalie was wearing a cute bralette paired with white shorts. She left her wavy hair to flow naturally.

"Finally, she's here." Kim was a bit annoyed. "Now, let's get this party started!" Kim smiled as she sat down and continued to the magazines. Tonight is going to be fun.

Hope you liked it! Please point out mistakes if you see them. Thanks for reading! Have a nice day! :)

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