Blessings

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JASMINE POV

i woke up with a bad ass headache. I look down to see kikyo sleeping on top of me.

I looked so peaceful, but she said something with her eyes clothes.

"I don't need to see you, to feel you staring at me."

I chuckled but my head started hurting even more.

Kikyo jumped up and got me a bottle of water and an Advil.

Kikyo POV

When I was getting ready I got a call from my MamaBear. She was crying. My momma name is Chenelle. She a cute short littke thang. She mixed with half the whole world I swear. She my skin complexion, same height, same everything. We look just alike.
My mom is 30 years old. She had me when she was 12. She not a whore, she was raped by this freshman who wanted her.

My grandmother didn't have any kind of love for me or my mother. So my mother left and moved out. She started living on her own by the age of 16. We stayed at her best friend Francisco house. He like my uncle.

My mother history is horrible, but she got threw it, and she made it.

I'll tell talk the rest of my mother's life later tho.

Me- momma what happened.
Mom- *crying * Felix passed away.

Felix is a dog that kikyo had since she was 11. And he's just passing away.

Mom- I'm coming to visit you tomorrow if that's okay.
Me- of course, I have to re decorate my house anyways.
Mom- yes I'll be there to help.

Jasmine bouta meet my mother tomorrow. I know when I tell my mother and I'm gay she'll be happy AF and go around yelling stuff about gay love and shit. She got love me no matter what.

Jass walked up to me and looked am scared AF.
"What happened baby."
"Your- your mom is coming over tomorrow anbmd she fine hate us cuz we gay."
"No she not, trust me"

I'll just wait to go house shopping with my mother and squad.

Soo IMA bouts to tell y'all my momma story.

So, when my momma was 12 going on 13. She was outside with her friends and stuff. They were playing manhunt and she hid with this boy behind his house. As they were hiding he raped her.

My MamaBear told my Nana, what happened and my Nana wanted her to get an abortion, my mother said no, because it was killing another human being, and that she wasn't going to kill a human being like she did. My mother was kicked out of the house by my Nana.
She stayed with her best friend Francisco. She finished, started working at the age of 14, at a sneaker store.
She would go to school with me, but would stay in the principal office, and do her class work there. My uncle Francisco, and my two aunts Mary and Reggie(re-gg-ie) would stay down with her play with the baby and help her with her work.

She passed all her classes with straight "a" grades.

As high school came, she told the principal her situation so the principal would actually babysit me.

When it was time for me to got to kindergarten, she would take me, and go to school.

As I got older I would see my momma busting her ass to get me anything I wanted and to keep me safe.

When college came around for me, she was proud that I went to FSU because that was her dream college, but she couldn't go, because she had to take care of me.
Even though she missed a big part of fun in her life, she loved me no matter what.