Blessings

Here we go again.

Chris POV

Heather and Chenelle told me what's been going on. I feel bad for kikyo.

My baby is staying for good. We are now together and moving in together. Watch.

Anyways jass feel like its her fault that she going back to her oln ways. Tbh its both their faults. Chenelle said kikyo had stopped taking her meds awhile ago. She found out when she went to the bathroom and sent into the medicine cabinet. Chenelle said about a month now. She started to act out since she went am threw something and her anger wasn't drugged down. None of her disorders were being drugged down.
So since it has been over a year of them being released. They all just took over.

CHYNA POV

We've been at kikyo's house everyday. They have her looked in her room, drugged up on her meds. She just sits there drugged up to the point where its like she's not there anymore. She'll sit in the same position for hours, until she gotta go pee. But that's inside her room, cuz its an attached bathroom. She doesn't talk. nothing. It scares me, cuz kikyo don't seem like herself anymore.
Tbh, 2 month of ago kikyo was the same. After about 3weeks ago she changed she was more wild, just a ball of happiness, and stuff. But one thing Grey and I realized were that she would change moves in heartbeat. Like one part of the sentence was a normal tone, second part would be more aggressive and angry. She would get mad at literally nothing. She would be looking at the table then just be mad. We put a camera in the room, to see her at all times. We each take turns trying to talk to her, she wouldn't respond to anyone but mommy and Grey.

Heather POV

Its my time to go in to see her. I walked in, sat in front of her, she was looking straight ahead, drowsy eyes, and a straight face.
Me- kikyo, why did you stop taking your meds?
K-_______________Max said so______
Me- Max? Why he told you to do that?
Kikyo- said that they were.....
Me- baby take your time.
Kikyo- badddddd for me cuz they wereeee...

She looked in the corner. Across from us.
K- I don't like them.
Me- but you just said.

Kikyo looked at me, I shut up.

She was holding her breath, but I don't know why.

She stopped looking around the, room and looked towards me.
"They were only putting down my true colors. I stopppped,because he cammmee back in. He doesn't want me to tell you guys."
"Baby we find you some help alright."
'Alright"

Once I closed the doors and went downstairs to watch with the rest. She started screaming and fell to the floor covering her face and look legs saying I'm sorry.

We ran in there and kikyo on the floor crying with claw marks on her face and thigh.

"H-h-h he's watching everything I do"

We gave kikyo a pack of sharpies and computer paper.

We all left and went straight to the camera room.

After a while kikyo picked up the sharpies.

She started drawing on the wall instead.

She drew herself crying in a corner. But that was the side wall.

Her main wall ..she drew a city that was on fire.

On the other side wall. She drew a girl that had a gun shoot threw her heart. And her heart stating to turn Black.

After she finished she layed in the middle of the room. She layed their singing wu-tang foever, days in the east, best I ever had, earned it,

When she started singing wu-tang forever, she changed some of the words. Jass started to cry, but no one knows why. Like her singing that song triggered something.
Kikyo has a beautiful voice, when she sings. I wanna know why she hid all these traits from everyone.

Chenelle POV

My baby is going through it. I've been crying my ass off since she not in her normal state. I didn't know she stopped take ng her meds. I think she stopped because before she went off to college the doctor said,"you might end up finding something or someone to naturally calm down your disorders."
I think she stopped once jass and got in a relationship. But it was all good until they broke up. Smh

We've been giving her her meds, but we be giving them to her to drug her, cuz if not she gonna try and hurt herself. I know how kikyo is and I'm not bouta take my chances. She's mostly depressed mixed with anger. Plus this thing is back and its not good. Its not a thing its a demon, its just taking advantage of her since she's drugged up, we've seen her have full blown conversations with 'herself' but we all know what it is.

Chyna is begging us to bring a priest in, but I really don't want to. But unfortunately we are.

Jass POV

The priest went into the room and started throwing holy water everywhere and when he threw some at the side next to her. My baby bear just sat there and said"he's gone? Gone from my life."

She was still drugged up.

Everyone had went off to sleep, so I went to her room she was still up laying in the middle of the floor.

She looked at me and back at the ceiling. I put her phone on her stomach and pecked her lips.

She just looked at me, with a blank expression.

I smiled at her and she actually smiles back. That just means that she's coming back and I'm making progress with her and I.

I got up from the floor and she grabbed my wrist and she looked me with that face that won my heart in the first place.
No one knows but I been fucking around with this girl named Lexus, while she been like this. I don't know but I feel more than gulity for what I did. Its just that she was pretty, she was throwing herself all on me, and I needed some pussy while my baby been like this.
I got up cuz o couldn't take the guilt.
She just looked at me leaving. When I turned around I came in these damn near black eyes that just looked so soulless. They wasn't lying when they said kikyo does that when she just blocks her feelings.

I walked out and went to watch from the cameras. She put on Twenty-Eight by The Weeknd.
She was just dancing to the music. I ended up dozing off at the computer.