Her Boyfriend||Muichiro x Tanjiro/Kny

🌸≈☆'||Volume 4||'☆≈🌸

🌸~'|Chapter 4|'~🌸
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*"Jealousy.."*
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🌸⚠️~'|Warnings|'~⚠️🌸
Side ships
Fluff
Angst
Jealousy
Insecurities
Small suicide mention
Slight language
Muichiro x Tanjiro
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🌸*~'|Muichiro's pov|'~*🌸

I was scared for when the clock hit six, because that is around the time Kanao wanted me to come over but I haven't even gotten ready because I was so stressed out. I brushed my hair and put in a quick outfit and put my shoes on, mostly rushing and running around, warning judgemental looks from my brother. "Now what the fuck at you doing now?!" He yelled at me and I shrugged my shoulders. "Um I'm late and I'm supposed to meet a friend and her boyfriend!"

"Kanao has a boyfriend? Thought her ass couldn't pull anyone.."

"She could pull people, trust me I'm jealous!"

"Oh so your jealous she has a boyfriend and you don't?"

"Shut up, I'm leaving now bye!" I shut Yuichiro off and ran downstairs and headed straight to door, quickly unlocking it and ran out as I heard my brother call my name for something. Then I suddenly realized what he was calling me for, "Shit! I forgot my phone!"

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When I managed to arrive at her place, I knocked at the door and watched as she opened it, "Oh Muichiro! I thought you weren't coming for a minute, come inside!" As usual I sat at her couch, while placing my bag down filled with my school stuff for studying and then suddenly, walking out the hallway to meet Kanao, there stood her boyfriend, Tanjiro. I blushed as he smiled and waved at me, and I shyly waved back and all three of us sat in the living room and Kanao opened up her textbook.

"Me and Tanjiro already managed to make it up to chapter 2 of the lesson, need a recap or did you understand anything about-"

"Kanao, I'm stupid I did not study at all! I forgot!" Tanjiro laughed as Kanao sighed a small laugh. The sounds of Tanjiro laughing and seeing him smile made my heart beat faster. He seemed kind and gentle, I wonder how Kanao exactly fell in love with him, and how Tanjiro fell Iove with my best friend. I tried my best to ignore the fact that they were dating, and tried to stop being jelaous for a moment. But I was always kinda jealous of Kanao, even when I met her.

She was beautiful, and she often got confessions by guys at our school, being one of the beauties, a lot of guys like her and I watched as she rejected all of them but his. She always acted like she didn't care about a confession or boyfriend, and she always said it was nothing to worry about. I never had anyone confess to me, I always had terrible luck, but they mostly comes to men, which I was into. Women like me though, but I always rejected them instead. Because of the gender I was assigned since birth, I had no luck of finding someone who would accept me.

Was was so good about Kanao? Sure she was my best friend but why was she so lucky? Why was she born beautiful? Why couldn't I have what she has?! It wasn't fair, not at all, I couldn't help but compare myself to her. I would kill myself if that is what it takes to be reborn into someone like her. She laughed Gently as Tanjiro told a joke, was it her laugh that attracts Tanjiro? Her looks? Voice? What exactly was it. Why do I wanna know? Was I really just having the urge to study Kanao, just to take her boyfriend?

I didn't want to hurt my best friend, but I couldn't help but think negatively. Suddenly, I heard Tanjiro ask me, "Are you alright Muichiro?" He actually talked to me again! I blushed and nodded, "Yeah! Umm...why you ask?" I felt like I was tripping over my own words, but I was just nervous, and I felt an uncomfortable sinking feeling in my stomach. "You seemed a bit lost, did you hear anything Kanao and I said so far?"

"Sorry! I didn't get much sleep, I'm very tired" Kanao, looking concerned as usual, asked me, "You wanna sleep in my bed? I don't mind you taking a nap ornin general staying overnight if you need the rest!" Why did she have to be so kind, why do I have to urge to hate this girl, hurt her. I couldn't, I couldn't bring myself to, or ever do such a thing. She was kind to me, and she always will be kind to me as long as I'm kind to her. She respects for who I am, and it's difficult to be accepted by some people when you live in a world of judgement. I shouldn't take advantage of her...

"Oh no I'm good! I'll be fine I promise! Anyways, what were you saying?"

"Oh so chapter 1 basically recaps..."I felt myself getting lost again as Tanjiro trailed off to recap what he said earlier, though I tired to remain focused, with him I couldn't. He had beautiful red hair and eyes, looking pretty as a picture. His voice smooth and gentle, I can see why Kanao loves him so much. They still have not been together for very long, so if anything if they break up, it won't be that dramatic. I snaoped out my thoughts, I couldn't think about what could have happened if they break up?!

What was I trying to think?! Get with Tanjiro after she is out of the picture! One thing about friends is to not date their ex's! I took notes as Kanao and Tanjiro helped me and that's when all of us gone confused as we continue into the next chapter. We actually had a pretty good time together, we were all just laughing and trying to make everything fun, using the stories and questions as actually events that happened to us. Allowing me to learn a bit about Tanjiro.

Tanjiro is an upperclassmen at our school, who lives with his mother and has 5 siblings, him being the oldest of those 5 children. His sister actually goes to this school, her name was Nezuko, and I believe we have the same class together for a little before I changed classes. Her and I haven't talked much and the two almost looked nothing alike besides their eyes. Tanjiro is also the one who is always helping out and doing most of the chores and work around their house since his father passed away.

As we opened up to each other, I began to get attached to Tanjiro and iur conversation, so when Kanao called me, "Hey Muichiro, may I talk to you alone for just a moment?" I got upset at the fact I had to leave Tanjiro for a moment. I stood up and waved Tanjiro goodbye as Kanao pulled me out of the living room and into the kitchen...

"So what did you wanna-"

"Do you like Tanjiro?"

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