Caught In A Rut - A Hawks x fem reader!

.Tricky Situation.

⚠️ More suggestive content!!
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The next day!

10 am. Once again walking to work, a coffee tray in one hand, my phone and Hawks' medication in the other. Is it going to be awkward now? I mean.. yesterday was... stop. Stop thinking about it..

I get to his agency, walk through the doors like always. Saying my hellos and walking straight to my office. I sit down and take a deep breath. Fuck.

I put his medication and my phone on one side of my computer, setting down his coffee on the other. Starting to type into his calendar, appointments and fan meet ups, along with interviews as well.

"10:30, he's late again.." I mutter to myself, I look down at my phone. Not one call, what if he's in trouble? Just then, someone knocks on my office door.

"Come in." I say looking up, it's his apprentice. "What is it Tokoyami? Is everything okay?" I say standing up.

"Yes I believe it is.. I have a question for you." He says looking up at me. "Have you seen or heard from Hawks today? He is later than usual." He looks worried, anxious even.

"Uh no I haven't.. I'm sure he's fine. Probably fighting a villain or slept in!" I said trying to make him feel better. "I'll call him and check okay?" I said patting his shoulder, as Tokoyami walked out I ran to my desk sitting down and opening my phone.

I search for his contact, when I finally find it I pressed on it, clicking the phone icon. "Pick up Hawks.. please.." I mutter, my hands start to shake. "Click." My eyes widen, he answered.

"What's up babe?" He says into the phone, silence filled the air. I couldn't speak. "You okay kid? Hello?" He said worried. He was breathing heavy, and his voice was still low and husky due to his rut.

"Uh yeah I'm fine. Are you? You're later than usual?" I say, trying to conceal how worried I was. It didn't work, he knew instantly.

"You worried about me? Awe that's cute baby." He said, I could hear him smirking. All the empathy in my body drained, and my usual frown appeared once again.

"Just get here. Now." I said before hanging up, not letting him speak or say goodbye. God I really hope he doesn't try and talk about yesterday. Please.

A couple minutes later I could hear his usual footsteps, along with the dragging of his wings on the tiled floor. Here we go.. He doesn't knock. Like usual he just walks in.

"Well. I'm here?" He said walking up to my desk and grabbing his now cold coffee. "It's cold." He said with a frown.

"It wasn't thirty minutes ago." I said as I continued to type on the computer. I didn't even look at him. Afraid he was going to mention yesterday's.. accident..

"You're mean today. Why won't you look at me?" He said leaning in, looking at me and then at the computer confused. I usually look at him. But not today.

"I'm working Takami." I said as I pushed his head out of the way. He stepped back and stared for a second. Before speaking again.

"Hey I wanted to talk to you. Please look at me." He said, his breathing had deepened. Was something wrong? I looked up worried.

"What is everything okay?" I said before letting him speak, I stood up and walked to him looking him up and down. Checking for anything that could have happened.

"No everything's fine kid.. it's actually about yesterday." He said grabbing my wrists and bringing them from my sides and up to level with his chest.

My eyes widened.. why was he talking about this? And now of all the time in the world.. fuck fuck fuck..