Kut! (JoostxReader)

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Even though the studio was sort of in the basement there was still a lot of early morning sun getting inside. I blinked a few times before actually opening my eyes to adjust to the light. Joost and I fell asleep on the couch shortly after having sex. I honestly did not even remember properly. But I somehow wore his shirt, no underwear or pants though. I turned around, not really having any space between the couchs' backrest and Joosts body. At least I could not fall off again. Joost laid on his back, still fast asleep with his mouth slightly opened and his head tilted towards me. I gently put my hand on his arm to lay more comfortably and just watched him for a few moments. His breathing was deep and steady. He did not snore but it was quiet enough to hear the air exit his mouth and nose. It was kind of soothing, his warm body close to mine.

Suddenly his breathing skipped a beat and his eyes flutteted open. It happened too fast for me to react, so now he was just looking at me obviously observing him. I felt the urge to explain myself, at least it was true that I also kind of just woke up. But Joost just started to smile and I could not help but smile back.

"Morning", he mumbeled. "Morning", I replied. He turned his head for a big moan and I quickly took my hand off his arm. It did not look like he minded waking up like this but we actually knew each other for about two days. Just because we fucked did not mean there was more between us. Since I ruined this moment for me anyways already, I pulled myself up and quickly swung my legs over the footend. Joosts shirt was just long enough to cover at least most of my butt. I quickly slipped on my panties which were conveniently lying on the floor in front of me and then got up to walk to the bathroom. I only caught a glimpse of Joosts face when I turned around to close the door behind me but it was enough to know that he enjoyed watching me.

I showered, feeling like the water gave me new life and being able to sort some thoughts. I rubbed my hair dry as good as possible and wrapped a towel around my body before opening the bathroom door to get some fresh clothes out of my travel bag. I heard Joost rumaging around in the kitchen.

"You want some eggs?", I heard him shout. What did I do to deserve that? A hot man standing in the kitchen, no shirt on, making breakfast for me. My karma counter must be through the roof. "Yeah, thanks!", I shouted back, took my clothes and went back to the bathroom. Joost and I had our scrambled eggs and toast breakfast outside. After that he also took a shower. I was not too happy about Tantu and Max arriving right when Joost exited the bathroom with still wet hair but it was a bit too late to try and hide things anyways. At least I was able to clean up all the clothes in time.

"Why are you here at ...", Joost shortly stopped and look at his phone, "11 am?" He also seemed a bit nervous about them showing up so early. Of course it was also his decision to stay here, but I still thought I should have cared more for his privacy. My social anxiety has been fine for a long time and I was very glad about that but somehow I still had to fight with some thoughts of being a burden sometimes.

"Because we gonna have some visitors?", Tantu replied visibly frustrated about Joosts confusion. "Tom will be here in an hour, we wanted to prepare for that man."

"Fuck, I forgot", Joost said, running his hand through his hair. But it was not a big issue at all, since they immediatly set up their stuff and Joost showed what he already had worked on. The day went by, the expected visitor joined us with two of his friends on time and everybody worked on one specific song. I even got to write and play some background tunes for them on the trumpet.

Shortly after midnight everybody left. Tom and I had a really nice talk about writing an outro, he was just as enthusiastic about brass music as I was. He was impressed by my musical repertoir and really liked what I came up with so he wanted to talk again tomorrow. I promised him to prepare some ideas for an outro overnight. Joost and Max did not leave before once again saying, that I could sleep at either ones place but I politely declined as always and worked the whole night. At first I just wanted to quickly write down some short ideas and then record them roughly. But I was stuck with one single idea and stayed with it for hours to perfect it.

As the morning sun slowly started to creep up I decided to get some hours of sleep. That lasted for four hours, until I got woken up by the buzzing of my phone right next to my head. Surprisingly it was Tom, who sent two texts, asking if I wanted to come over this afternoon and that I can bring the others too. He also sent an adress. I remember giving him my number last night, so we could meet today.

I sent his invitation into the groupchat with Tantu, Max, Apson, Stuntje and Joost. Within an hour everyone reacted with approval, wanting to join at Toms place. Everyone except Joost. I honestly did not think about it for long, but turned out I might should have.