Hazel's Diary

~Four~

hey,

So it's been an additional month since I was engaged and raped.
I've been unwell for a few days and have been vomiting up for the entire week.
I don't know what's wrong with me; my mother took us to the doctor, who took my blood test and tested it.

I couldn't believe I was pregnant with the rapist. And immediately then, my mother told me that I wasn't going to get that kid, and the baby had terminated, so I felt bad for killing an individual.

I cried on the line with Nico, who soothed me. I love her so much. I have a marriage in a week and can't do this anymore. 

I don't want to live like this, i can do it anymore, I am going to Suicide.   

love,
Hazel