Sobering Neung up

In the parking lot nearby a busy bar, Khun Neung is opening the passenger door to her BMW, gesturing for Aneung to get in.
"No, why should I go anywhere with you."

"Please, get in Neung. I don't want to accidentally hurt your arm whilst dragging you into the car."

"You didn't care about hurting my heart, why should this be any different?"

Those words stung and pierced through Khun Neung's own heart. Aneung is the last person, Khun Neung had ever wanted to hurt. Yet, she did and she did it so mercilessly, all because she's weak and couldn't resist the lips of the most beautiful angel she has ever known. One kiss that triggered her demise, ruining her for everyone else. She had lost control before and kissed Aneung at her beach house, but she shoved those memories to the back of her head and tried to pretend nothing of that sort had ever happened. She would never think of it again, she said to herself.

Yet, when her angel kissed her again she could not resist anymore. Her lips taste like nothing else she had ever consumed before. It was like being swept up in a tornado, letting go and being consumed herself.

Aneung is looking at her with wounded yet fierce eyes. She doesn't look as drunk as before anymore. She looks hurt though, so badly hurt. All Khun Neung wants to do is take Aneung in her arms and spend her whole life, with whatever she has left, making it up to Aneung. Gosh her lips they look so plump. No, Khun Neung needs to take her to the palace and make sure that she's safe for now.

Aneung had made such a mess out of herself, all because the person she loved most in this world, Khun Neung, decided to take her heart out of her chest and crushed it with her bare icy cold hands.

The bar reeked of alcohol and if there's one thing that Khun Neung can't stand then it's the smell of alcohol combined with sweaty people and annoying people, like the guy they encountered before. She thanks all the Gods that she came here on time and that Aneung is safe.

She wants to talk to Aneung and tell her that she's sorry, maybe not in those words because they are so hard for her. But for her angel, she will do everything. She wants to beg Aneung to not go on a destructive path just because of her. Beg? Khun Neung does NOT beg! Oh, fuck that. For Aneung, she will get down on her bare knees in the middle of the street if that is what it takes to get Aneung to forgive her.

She wants to tell her Neung all that and then kiss her till there is no end. Like they are the only people in the world. She wants to kiss Aneung here even, in the middle of a crowded street, for everyone to see that she belongs to Khun Neung and Khun Neung alone! Just like no one else is allowed to touch Khun Neung as her entire body, mind, heart and soul belong to one, Aneung!

Gosh, she wants to do all that but first she needs to make sure that she gets some water and food in Aneung's body so she doesn't have too bad of a hangover, tomorrow. So she looked away from Neung and gently edged her into the car. Surprisingly, Aneung complied and sat down in the passenger seat, looking away from her.

Khun Neung internally sighed, at least she got in. She will apologize to her thoroughly later. Khun Neung takes the seatbelt of the passenger seat and gently buckles Aneung up. She had to lean in a bit closer and could smell the sweet perfume that Aneung had liked to wear ever since she entered college. Mixed with Aneung's natural scent, this was heaven on earth.

Khun Neung watched Aneung take in a small breath and noticed her cheeks reddening as she involuntary let out a sigh of happiness upon the close proximity. Aneung quickly turned away from her again, out of embarrassment, Khun Neung presumes. And then put on her angry look from earlier before.

Khun Neung noticed something else upon being so close to her though. Something that she hadn't noticed earlier while she was close to Aneung, because she was focused on keeping that awful little drunk piece of shit away from Neung in the bar. Aneung doesn't really smell like alchohol. Now that Khun Neung is thinking about it, she looks tipsy yes, but she looks okay. This makes her heart feel more at ease, knowing that Aneung was probably completely aware of her surroundings back at the bar.