The Winds Melody

4

~They all want you to be happy, until your happier than them.~

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School opens at 8 so i set my alarm for 3 in the morning to make sure I have enough time since it would take me roughly around 5 hours to do everything and still walk to school.

I get up and rub my eyes observing my surroundings. I quickly get up limping towards the door, I slowly open the door. I don't hear anything. I walk around the house a little, relieved that no one's here. I go back up stairs I get ready for school first before getting Mia up.

By the time we leave its around half past 4. We head to the bus stop and wait. We were waiting for about 7 minutes while Maria tells me about the dream she had.

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We get to our grandparents house and I walk up to the front door with Maria's bags in my hand. For some odd reason my grandparents don't like me. Or they act like that but they act right with Maria which is the only thing that really matters to be honest, she's staying with them. Not me.
"Bye~" Maria calls as she strolls inside. I wave goodbye as she runs towards the dog. I was about to thank them for taking care of Maria but I just got the door slammed in my face. I roll my eyes and go wait for the next bus.

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The bus came late so I'm going to be late for school. I'm trying to walk as fast as I can and ignore the pain in my foot. I would run but I can't, even if I could I'd start sweating and stink.

I walk in and hear the bell ring and race to my locker. First lesson is english. That teacher stinks and doesn't know how to teach properly, plus she tries to find every reason to fight with the students. But the good thing is me and my boyfriend have english together. I don't have many friends, or any to be honest but atleast I have him.

I enter the classroom and was greeted by the glares by some of my classmates. I genuinely don't know why they don't like me, I've never done anything bad to them or just bad in general.

I take me seat by the window trying to get my boyfriends attention who sits on the other end of the classroom. I can see him passing letters with the 'popular' girl who sits infront of him. I see her giggle and pulls out a pencil to write on the letter. I try to get his attention but then I hear her. "Mrs James." I look up in the teachers direction and I can feel the rest of the class turn their attention to me. "Why are you disrupting my class!? In my 5782 years of teaching, I have never met someone so rude and disrupting in my life." I stare at her not knowing what to say. "I-" I get cut off. "Get out my class, we can't have any more interruptions!!" She says. I grab my things and storm out the class. People staring and giggling, even my boyfriend. "Darren" I whisper to myself, tears flooding my vision.

I go to the library having no where else to go. I sit down and pull out my phone and airpods. I set the phone on the table while listening to music and start drawing. Minutes go by which felt like forever but the bell finally rings.

I carry on with my next classes as usual until lunch. I go to the cafeteria, get my food and walk out. I head to the roof which is where me and Darren would normally eat since nobody would go up there. Sometimes he wouldn't show up but I'd brush it off and think maybe he was busy. Even when we are up there he ends up leaving early or when I'm speaking he doesn't really pay attention but it's ok, I know he loves me.

I walk up the stairs to the roof and push the door open. Up there I see Darren and Chloé making out. The plate drops out my hands and my heart drops. They stop and I can see Chloé smirk at me. Tears fill up my eyes as Darren approaches me. I take a step back forgetting that there's a flight of stairs behind me and I end up falling down them. I can hear Chloé let out a laugh. I feel pain in my elbow and my right ankle. I hear students walk past and stare, some even making comments and giggling. I force myself up and painfully make my way to the nurse. I ended up getting sent home early, the nurse suggesting she calls one of my parents to come and get me but I tell her not to and that I'll manage.

I slowly make my way through the halls feeling ashamed by the whispers and looks. I hear one person say "didn't she just get cheated on with Chloé??" And another one say "girl fell down the stairs cause she saw Darren and Chloé. Did she really think he would like a person like her, out of all people?."
I try my best to get out of there as soon as possible. Soon I walk out the big doors and make my way home.

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I walk in to find my mother on the couch. She doesn't even bother looking at me. It's not like I care tho. I limp my way into the kitchen when all of a sudden she stops me. I hear her speak. "Whats wrong with you?? Why are you moving funny??" I turn around making eye contact with her. There's no look of concern or anything along those lines but at least she asked. Right? But it was probably because I came home early and there's a guy I've never seen laying next to her. This isn't the first time I've seen random men in our house. It happens so much I've gotten used to it.

"Um. Nothing...I just sprained my ankle at school and got sent home early."
She rolls her eyes and tells me to go up to my room. At that point I give up on getting something to eat. I very slowly get up the stairs and get myself on my bed. I lay there. Motion less. In to much pain to move. My elbow, ankle, the stab wound and my heart. I can't believe he would do that to me. I should've know by the way he acted around me and the way he acted around other girls.

I feel my heart get heavier and heavier. It's getting harder to breathe as I let out a sob. More and more tears keep coming afterwards and I lay there crying my eyes out. My head hurts and my bodies weak. I close my eyes and soon enough I'm engulfed in darkness.

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