stigma || K.TH

18. jealousy

You check the time on your silver watch and huff. Taehyung couldn't find his suit and if you didn't head over to the venue soon you would cause the whole wedding ceremony to delay. "Are you sure that Yoongi doesn't have it?" Taehyung paused as he called his ex-roommate.

You slipped into the silver heels and grabbed Axe's car seat. The baby was fast asleep. Taehyung picked up the baby bag and keys as he spoke to Yoongi. His smile grew wider as he realized that he did in fact leave it with Yoongi.

The room was silent. Jungkook didn't want to pick three people to be his best man so he decided all of BTS was going to be his best men. Which led to all of the girlfriends being bridesmaids and Jimin's girlfriend being the maid of honor. You honestly hoped that this would hurry up.

"I'm really sorry. I definitely judged you too quickly before I got to know you. I knew who your sister was and I chucked you up to be exactly like her." The bride spoke with empathy on her face.

You smiled and shrugged with the glass of champagne in your hand. Most people followed the stigma of what you did. Most thought you were a whore and you come to accept it.

"I know. I did the same to you because I thought you hurt my sister before I realized how much of a psychopath she actually was. "I'm sorry I did the same." Namjoon's fake girlfriend spoke. You raised your eyebrows.

"I honestly thought you were horrible news for the group and you could have easily ruined their image if you wanted to. That was when I realized you were different." You smiled at her admission.

"I appreciate your honesty but I knew this already. I have spent most of my life trying to make everyone else happy that now I got to therapy to find my own happiness."

Taehyung stared at you as you danced with Yoongi on the dance floor. He knew that Yoongi wouldn't try anything and he knew that he could trust you, but he just felt something brewing in his gut.

"It would be amazing if you stopped looking at my husband like you want to kill him." Taehyung snapped his head toward Yoongi's wife with a scowl on his face. She sat down next to him and smiled.

"I felt the same way when I started over with Yoongi. But I soon learned that if I butted in, no one could stay in my way for long." Taehyung stood up and made his way toward you. Your face brightened as soon as you saw him. Yoongi let go and you grabbed a hold of your boyfriend.

"You know I never understood why you hated me?" A broken smile appeared on your face. He was right. You never explained why you began to force yourself to hate him.

"I never hated you. I tried to push you away. And in that, I began to dislike anything associated with you. Honestly, I wish I had the balls to go against what my sister said. My life would be so different." Taehyung kissed your forehead and you let yourself fall into him.

"Why do you always get me pink things?" He chuckled at that question he thought he would never have to answer it, but deep down he knew you were smarter than that. "It is said that the color pink represents the beginnings of love and happiness."

Taehyung watched you passed out with Axel on your chest. He was wide awake and watching Bluey on TV. Taehyung chuckled and lifted the baby in his arms. He often wondered how Jimin survived taking care of Nova by himself for so long.

If Taehyung didn't have you he would never survive. He sat down with Axel in his arms. The baby began to whine and as soon as Taehyung set the baby down for tummy time, he began to crawl.

"BABY WAKE UP AXEL IS CRAWLING!" You jumped out of your sleep to see your nephew crawling over to you. Your eyes widened and sadness took over. You wondered if anyone had seen your firsts as a kid.

You wondered if Quinn would want to see her son's firsts. Taehyung watched as you picked up the smiling baby. He pulled out his phone calling once again the only person that has any experience with this.

Within a couple of minutes, Jimin walks in through the front door and sees the tears falling down your face. Nova runs into Taehyung's arms. She used to be close to him but ever since you came along he has had to split his time.

"What's wrong?"

"What if I'm not what he needs? I don't know how to be a parent. I mean my parents died when I was young. I was raised by my sister and look how I turned out." You confided in Jimin. He was practically the only one who knew what was going on.

"I see a woman that has overcome all of the bad luck that came her way. Despite the shit that she had been through she decided to raise her nephew and get herself help. You perfect Y/n."

"Are you flirting with my future wife?" Taehyung spoke with narrowed eyes.

"How could I not?"

"Go home to the mother of your child."

Namjoon watched the comments on the video she posted. Most were supporting her. She looked beautiful for her solo debut. Did this mean it was time for him to launch his solo debut?

Namjoon shrugged and shut off his laptop. His head swarmed with the thought of that girl's warmth all over him again. He hated it. He hated his feelings toward her.

He hated that every time he paused he thought of her. He hated that he couldn't get over her. He just wanted sanity through he persona. One could only wish.