KINNPORSCHE fanfict

CHAPTER 16

Kim:
After just a day staying in the hospital Kinn wanted to leave, even though the doctors told him it will be good for him to stay at last one more day before he leaves, but his stubbornness is too powerful and he wanted to interrogate the one our people caught personally.
"You sure have a hard head, what if your arm is not healing how it should be?" Khun told Kinn when he was getting ready to leave the hospital.
"Don't worry, we both know that I have endured injury worse than this, I will heal in no time " said Kinn with confidence in his voice and I believe him between us brothers he had the worst injuries ,from training and the missions that father sent him.
"Ok let's get going" Kinn said.
When we got out of the hospital I saw Chay together with Pete, he looked at me for a second then turned his head away when he saw I was looking at him too, I smirked and my mind had gone to the words he said "some feelings die hard", this mean that I still have a chance and I don't care what kind of past he had, because if he had the kind of past he said he had that is my foul too, so I will make my mistake right and I will take the chance I have, I will try until he will be mine again. He looked at me again like he senses that I declared war and the prize is his love.

A week later

A week had gone from when Kinn came home and I made an silent vow that I will have Chay again and this time I will make sure he will not have any reason to leave.
Kinn interrogate that mf that we caught and let say he wasn't the good cop , but even so he kept his mouth shut, I respect his loyalty, but this won't help him from kipping Kinn from torturing him, when what he knows it could help him find Porsche, if he is alive .
Kinn tried to make him talk until he lost his conscience, in that moment I saw something under his shirt and when I looked closer it was a tattoo the same one that the men from the night Chay was attack had, with that we had the confirmation for what me, Kinn and Vegas doubt and this mean that that mf declared war to our family.
From that moment Kinn started to do preparation, but he did it in silence to not let anyone know that we know.
Because of this I couldn't see Chay very often this week, we have meet just in the morning for breakfast, but I couldn't speak with him properly and this is because Khun is monopolizes him, every time I tried asking Chay something Khun interrupted me and he is taking him with him in his room all the time to watch series and play games, this made me think many times to make Kinn send Khun somewhere so I când have some alone time with Chay.
"Kim I need you to be here with us " Kinn said
"I'm here don't worry" I said annoying
"Well your body may be here but your head sure is not " he said with an smirk on his face something that is very rare. I just shake my head at his comment.
"Well not everyone is torturing their body with work because of love" Vegas said looking unbothered about the look Kinn Had given him.
"Well not everyone is going crazy and destroy everything around them because of love" Kinn shouted back, this two even though they are ones of the most feared men in Thailand still fight like little kids.
I shook my head and said"Now who is not here ?"
"Ok now let's stop with our love life and start talking about how we can protect this" Vegas said
" Well now we know that gangs from Bangkok star taking our family as being weak and we should find out who put the thought in their heads " I said
"The Italians ..." Kinn said with confidence
"How do you know" I asked
" Remember I put Firs investigate the attack frome that night and he found out that some gangs are in contact with the Italians" Kinn said
" They want revenge" Vegas said the thing all is us though
"And what are we going to do about this "
"Well we will wait for them to take it " Kinn said with the most scariest smile you could say like he is waiting for some rat to in his claws, this mean he has something in his mind and I can't wait to see what surprise is my brother preparing for our future guests.
After the meeting with Kinn and Vegas, I wanted to see what Chay is doing so I had gone to Khun expecting to see Chay with him
"Ohhh Kim what an honor to have you in my room without knocking" Khun said sarcastic
"Where is Chay" I asked
"And I thought you missed me" he said making a scene
"I'm not in the mood for jocks "I said
"Ugh you are no fun!" He said annoyed " he just left to his room""I wanted to play more but he said he was tired so I let him go"
"Ok" I said ignoring him and left
When I got to the hall where his room was he was about to enter in his room
"Chay!" I shouted, and he looked at me , I walked in front of him he still staying in the same position
"What's wrong?" He asked
" Cân we talk?" I asked him and was looking at me with a face that show that he was thinking about it.
After some second he opened his door and told me to come in.
"What do you want to talk about?" He said
" About us " I said
"And what is there to talk about us" he said with an annoyed voice
"All this week I couldn't forget what you said at the hospital " I said looking at his eyes
"What did I say" he said frustrated
"That some feelings die hard" I said with hope "Does this mean I still have a chance?"
" There is no chance, I just said this so I can make you shot up, you shouldn't think everything to hard " he said trying to brush off the subject but I'm not letting him doing this
"I don't believe you" I said
" Well you are free to think what you want but I assure you there is no chance for us" he said won't an serious tone and I sense a pain in my heard but I'm not letting it go so easy
I grabbed his arms and mede him look me in the eyes "Look me in the eyes and tell me that you don't love me anymore, that you have no felling for me anymore, that you won't care if I die in this second!"
"Let me go and get out!" He said struggling to make me let him go but he doesn't have enough force
"No, tell me! Say it and I will never bother you again" I said, and he started to cry my heard was breaking but I didn't let go and looked with desperation in his eyes
"I can't say this" he said between sobs
" What?" I asked
"I can't say it ! I really can't!" He shouted looking at me with tears in his eyes and in that moment I couldn't control my self and I kissed him desperately, the moment I touch his lips with mine I felt like I was home and all my worries disappear I just wish to stop time in this moment and make sure he won't leave me.