Shit, forgot to post last night. Oh well. I have ADHD testing on july 19 and I'm not only nervous, but I'm also pumped, I guess. But maybe, just maybe, it's the anxiety that I now have meds for and am taking them around noon each day. Mom serves them to me like I'd take fifteen a time.
I mean, if I wanted to overdose, that'd be ideal, but that's not what I'm feeling like doing right now.
sometimes i randomly screech or start running around at stupid times. is that why dad and alleyway are making go to adhd testing? i mean, they also think i have autism, which i don't know why. maybe they think me liking to collect rocks and sticks and marbles and pokémon cards and cat figurines is my symptoms? or that's just me collecting things. everyone does that, right?
I miss my anxiety, man. I feel a little brainwashed right now. Feeling somewhat peaceful sucks. I wanna just drop the meds and say, "no."
But alas, I can't so, uhm, toodles, I guess. sorry these are short. y'all with ads must be losing your minds. sorry.
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Non-Fictionan angsty teen just putting his thoughts down cover is NOT by me but sadly i do not r]know who made the art but all credits to them <3 its catnap and hes smoking
