If anyone reads this, I really don't want all of this irl drama happening. I just want to live my life. Be a kid. I'm sick and tired of being scared of closing my eyes. I'm tired of hearing bad things from both Dad and Mom's houses. If anything, I'd choose to live with Butter and Rat/Rachael, and, heck, maybe not Rat/Rachael because we'd both be a little awkward and I'd feel like I'm pushing her to do things she doesn't want to do. I'm sorry if you feel that way about me too, reader. Can't believe I'm writing this. I don't even know how must longer my phone will be my phone. But I don't know anymore. I'm also in the rabbit hole of my own thoughts, worries, and fears. I feel like I'm being pushed into too many directions. What is happening? I don't know anymore. I miss the small town I used to live in, too. That place was my home, not the city or my Dad's town. That small town will always be my true home. It's where all my happiest memories are so far. And while I was there, I thought those memories were of my life when I was little and living in Kanas, although I was desperately wrong. I was also told children can't have privacy because we're young. And I'm technically still a child. Not that that matters, or anything. I'm just tired of people telling me I can't be this, that, or the other thing because of my age. Or I can't have something because I'm young. I'm also of people trying to decide who I am. It's not friends doing this, it's family. Why I am writing this is a mystery, even to me. I just hope you understand.
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my diary for everyone to see <3
Non-Fictionan angsty teen just putting his thoughts down cover is NOT by me but sadly i do not r]know who made the art but all credits to them <3 its catnap and hes smoking
