Only You??

Back from my new life

Tasia Pov
"Heyy, Now I gotta ask you a huge favor" My sister Bella Said, This girl bouta get me in trouble Alr🤦🏽‍♀️. "Girl what u want now? You always get me in trouble with your Shenanigans😒" I said "Shenanigans in 2024 is crazy, Anyway all I need is 200 bucks on cash app" She asked, This girl🤦🏽‍♀️ "200? Wtf why?" I asked "I wanna got to a Kendrick Lamar Concert but Mama said I can only get it if I use my own money" She said "But this ain't yo own money" I said "Ik but Mama won't no that, Just please!" she said, This girl always asking for some😒 "Ok fine but u can't ask me for anything for a month" I said "BET! THANK YOU SISSY" She said hugging me "Mhmm, Now go call your friends ik u want to" I said sitting on the couch "OK, BYE" She said running to her room, I felt somebody plop down next to me, It was Omarion

"Waddup, Cuz" He said giving me a hug "Heyy, How you been" I asked "I've been good" He said "Yeah I can tell, Look at you gettin all big" I said smiling and punching him lightly on the arm, Then Jasmine came barging in. "GIVE ME MY HEADPHONES" She yelled at Marion "Ian got your headphones" He said "You got 'em on your head run dummy" She said, She was right he did😂" Omg, Can I just use them for once? You got Apple Headphones! I got Beats" He said "I Dont Care! Give 'em to me" She said "Fine, Take em you big baby" He said "Su, Dummy" She said.

"OCEAN JAZMINE BARRINO! WHAT I TELL YOU BOUT USING THAT LANGUAGE IN MY HOUSE!" My mama yelled coming into the living room "But Aunty he started it" She said, She know my mama Dgaf about that😂 "YKW BOTH OF YALL GO TO YOUR ROOMS" My Mom said, Ocean and Marion stumped up the stairs. "STUMP ONE MORE TIME IMMA MAKE SURE YOU AINT GOT NO FEET" My mom yelled upstairs.

"Heyy Mama's Baby" my mom said turning to look at me "Hey, Ma" I said getting up to hug her "Look at my baby, I missed you so much,I am so proud of you" She said, Rubbing on my shoulders, That felt great coming from My mom "I missed you too Ma and Thank you" I said smiling "Your welcome baby but I need to talk to you about something in the kitchen come on" She said leading me in the kitchen.

"What do you need ma?" I said "I need you to move back home" She said making me sigh "Ma, We've been through this" I said "Fantasia, Yk your father had Brain cancer, I'm getting to old for this" She said "To old? To old for what Ma?" I asked "To Take care of all these kids, Your father only has 2 more months to live" My mom said "So, What do you want Ma?" I asked shaking my head "I need...You to Take care of Omarion and Ocean for me" She said "Ma..." I said "Please. Fanny, I need you to" My Mama said. It broke my heart hear her call me Fanny cs That was my childhood nickname. "Okay, Fine but Why can't I just take them to Miami?" I asked "Cs I still need to see them" She said "Fine. I'll move back but When?" I asked "In about 2 Weeks?" She said "Fine. Where is Pops anyway?" I said asking for my Dad "He's upstairs laying down" She said "Alr, Imma go check on Pops, K?" I said "Ok" She said watching me leave the kitchen.

I made my way upstairs and into My parents room and I saw him laying down watching Dr.Phil.
"Heyy Pops" I said walking in the door, He looked over to me quickly. "Heyy my oldest baby" He said, His sick voice mad my heart sink "How you been doing?" He asked "I'm fine, U?" I asked "I'm doing as good as I can" He said. No matter what my dad always was smiling, He made sure to keep hope and happiness alive. "I'm so sorry ur like this Daddy" I said sitting next to him grabbing his hand, He gripped my hand. "It's ok, It's not ur fault baby" he said "No, I should've been here more!" I said crying "It's ok, I promise! Your out there doing what u always said you'd do..Making prouder and Prouder by the second, My Precious Little Love bug" He said, "Love Bug" was my name for him, I was 100% A daddy's girl growing up and Still am! "Ok, I'm taking Omarion and Ocean to live with me" I said "Your movin back, Baby girl?" He asking smiling harder "Yeah.." I said looking down "Look at me, It's gon ok baby! I promise" He said "Daddy, Dont make promises u can't keep" I said "Imma keep this one" He said "Ok, We'll, I gotta go cs I gotta get a trip back to Miami to get my stuff, Travel back here and Find a house! Thanks to mama" I said "Yk she's just looking out for you right?" He said "More like looking out for herself but Ok, I gotta go Pops" I said "Ok bye Love bug, I love you baby" He said "I love you too Pops" I said walking out his room, When I walked out I ran to the bathroom and Started Sobbing.

When I stopped crying, I had red eyes so I tried to hurry up and leave but my mom tried stopping me. "Baby, Where you going" She asked "Home" I said "But you just got here" She said "Ik but I have to go" I said still walking to the front door "Is this about your dad?" She asked which made me stop and turn around "If anybody should be sad it's me! He's had it for years! Build a Bridge and Get over Hit! God your so selfish! Since you got famous for the Voice I GAVE YOU! U act like you can't be with your family for a second!" She said yelling at me, Wtf did she just say?, The whole family was looking at us "ME? SELFISH? I GIVE EVB MONEY ALL THE TIME! WHEN THE REAL REASON I DONT COME AROUND IS BC OF YOU! IM NOT SORRY I GOT FAMOUS AND I DIDNT ASK TO BE BORN! UR NOT THE ONLY ONE THAT GETS TO BE SAD ABOUT MY FATHER DYING! AND GOD KNOWS HIS BEEN I MUCH BETTER PARENT THAN YOU EVER HAVE BEEN!" I yelled at her *SMACK* I felt my face stinging realizing that my mother had slapped me "DONT YOU EVER SPEAK TO YOUR MOTHER THAT WAY!" She yelled, the whole family was shocked cs We never got hit or Whooped unless absolutely needed. "You know what? Your not not my mother anymore! You've been a manipulator and SELFISH my whole life! You don't have to worry about me talking to u at all anymore! I'm out" I said walking out and Getting in my car, Bella, Ocean and Omarion came after me "Come on TayTay, U Dont mean that" Bella said "Yeah come inside, Y'all can talk this out" Ocean said "Please! Come on Cuz" Marion said.
"Y'all can call me and I'll be there anytime y'all want! But as for your mother and y'all auntie. She's dead to me" I said pulling off.

I've never liked my mother. Not even as a child. My dad obviously loved me more and I knew it.
Fuck her.

DAMNNNN THINGS WENT DOWN HILL!!🤷🏽‍♀️🤷🏽‍♀️👀👀.