SUICIDE [ TK ] [ On Hold ]

Ch 2 : Mourning

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Jungkook rushed to the hospital feeling himself getting totally deranged from every single things happening alongside him.

He parked his car in such a hurry that he almost bumped into another car infront of him. Nevertheless, he got out of the car.

In a second, he was running.

The central hospital was one of the biggest one in Seoul with best facilities and faculties but that didn't stop Jungkook from worrying about his boyfriend.

He stopped infront of the receptionist. Hands itching, his eyes were threatening to lose it's all nerves and flow out the tears.

But Jungkook can't break down.

For the sake of his boyfriend, he can't.

"Yes sir. How can I help you?" The lady asked, hands resting on the computer. Her eyes were still on the screen and not at the sweating male infront of her.

"K-kim Taehyung." Jungkook hardly answered, feeling his lungs burning out in the lack of oxygen. He was panting so hard that he had to cough to get the air inside his lungs again.

The receptionist searched the name immediately.

"Yes sir. He's in ICU. He's having his operation." The lady informed.

Jungkook's whole body was about to give up right that moment but not now.

He can't.

"W-where's his ICU?" Jungkook asked, gulping down the lump down his throat.

"3rd floor, room 214- Sir, who are you to the p-" the lady stopped asking the midway when she saw that the male was no more standing there.

She called one number to inform about it.

Jungkook rushed down to the lift, clicking the floor number on it. He's body wants to give up. He can't hold onto the pain anymore.

It lift opened and the other didn't waste anytime.

He searched for the room number. He opened the door of all the room, running, panting and on the verge of falling down.

Finally, he saw. The door was closed. There was a red light glowing at the top and the "Operation" letter was glowing too.

Jungkook let his body go lumb as he feel on his knees- finally we can cry

And he cried. He's whole body started shaking at his painful wails. He clinches his shirt near his heart, those tears weren't stopping at all. And he didn't want it to stop. Never.

Jungkook wanted to shout, bulge inside the room but he knew he wanted his Taehyung save.

He sat down on the bench nearby, holding his head between his palms. This felt like hell.

He just wanted to hear one thing- Taehyung is alright. He's safe. He's fine.

Just that.

Soon enough Jimin came running. Jungkook was still in the same position, holding his head, blaming himself in his mind, ruining himself mentally.

Jimin came closed as he sat down beside his brother too. He was blank.

Taehyung was his bestfriend, the brother of different parents yet he didn't know what happened to Taehyung that he had committed to suicide.

"W-what he did?" Jimin jolted from his thoughts as soon as he heard his brother's broken voice.

"I-i heard he jumped off from his roof." Jimin said, hands trembling at the thoughts itself.

Jungkook's hand gripped his hairs more tightly hearing that.

"It's 3-3th floor, Jimin." Jungkook's small voice got small once more.

Taehyung jumped from the third floor.

"Y-yes. Mrs Kim was just getting back from shopping when she saw- T-taehyung- body covered in his own b-blood." Jimin said, taking a deep sniff.

Jungkook finally removed his hands from hiding his face as he looked at Jimin.

"D-did I do something wrong?" Jungkook said, his voice betraying him.

"No-

"I did. I didn't understand his sufferings. I-i didn't understand that he was breaking somewhere. Y-yet he laughed that off. I-i failed, Jimin. I-i failed." Jungkook's hand flinched at the sudden anger he was feeling at himself.

Jimin didn't know what more to do other than hugging his broken brother right that moment.

Things were so silent outside until the red light turned off after 2 hours and the door opened.

The doctors came out- they were all in sweats as they were more busy removing their surgeon dresses.

But Jungkook ran to them- held one of their hand who got a little scared at the intrusion of someone.

"D-doctor, how's he?" Jungkook asked, his panicking eyebrows and trembling hands made the doctors more sad.

They shared glance with each other before speaking.

"You ar-

"His boyfriend." Jungkook immediately answered.

"He's fine now. But-" the doctor paused, making Jungkook's lips quiver at it.

"But he's in coma."