Admiring Dreams

Azara Jasper

She isn't the princess but a warrior.

I looked everywhere in the hospital his room, hallway everywhere in the hospital, where the fuck is Roman.

Yes he would be there.

I move towards parking and get into my car.

University Garden
I knew he would be here only.
Everytime he gets sad he comes here.

He is sitting on the bench having a flower between his fingers.
He is sad

I sat beside him.
" Hi handsome!" I said in a quiet tone.
I call him handsome whenever we have heart to heart talk, which we do rarely. He is a playful kind and I am a grumpy one.
Every girl used to call him handsome in college.

He took a deep breath " Hi beautiful"
I laughed, he give off a sad chuckle,
His grandmother use to call me, no boy could call me beautiful other than him because they don't want to take any risk of their own life after knowing what I have done with that boy.

Ilegal this is not illegal until it is not found.

" I don't want to create a scene in the hallway, but I can't control my temper. You know I am not like that."

Ofcourse I know everyone thinks he loves me but I am like only a best friend to him with whom he shares a lot of memories.

" You don't have to explain to me Roman . I have known you for so many years. I know you, besides Vincent, is an asshole, you don't owe anyone any explanation."

He nodded absently, I studied him.

" I know it is not about the hallway, it is something else, you can't fool me."

He looked at me, his eyes softened.

I am right

I soften my voice as much as I am capable of, " what it is?"

He smiles and looks towards the sky, "They came back."

Three words, that's all it took.

My eyes widen in response, all anger rushes back to me that I kept in control for 3 years.

I don't belong to his family, but his grandmother used to love me like her own granddaughter, his mother and father too, they all loved me a lot after I saved Roman's life.

Everything changed after that accident that took away his grandmother, mother and father and left him with wounded me and 8 months born sister.

And his asshole grandfather abduct her along with her second wife when I was lying in hospital all fucked up.

It is my mistake that his sister is not with him, I wasn't in the hospital, he wouldn't come to me and left his sister with a maid.

I took a long breath and counted till 6.
Fuck 3 isn't enough and control my panick attack before it increase .
No one knows about them.

I nodded and looked towards him.
" I will bring her back this time, along with their dead bodies with their heart carved out, I promise"

" Hey lovebirds you didn't call me i got to know from Jade that you both were planning for coffee. You should have asked me." Xavier came running towards our bench.

"Jade told you." Roman plastered a fake smile and looked towards him then me.

" Yes well she didn't open the door but told me that Azara came to have coffee and lunch with you" he said, his breath heaving from running.

Roman grinned.

He can't fool me with his fake happy looks.

"Let's go!" Roman said.

I stood up and gave my keys to Xaiver, I am not going to drive today.

I usually zone out when I have more than enough on my brain.

Xaiver nodded, Roman grabbed my hand.
" You know, you are not responsible for that, you were injured. I am the one to blame, not you."

I smiled at him.
"If I wasn't in the hospital then she would be with us. You were there for me"

And with that he left my hand knowing that I am not going to believe that I am not responsible for that.

And we went and grabbed lunch and coffee.

I called Jude many times, why isn't she picking up?
I sent her the list of important documents.