𝐅𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬

chapter 4

saffrons pov:

no no no no no this can't be happening. I woke up to the sun gleaming through the full length windows of the giant, gorgeous bedroom - that definitely did not belong to me. My head still dizzy from the alcohol as i let my eyes wonder. This is not okay. All of my memories off last night came rushing to me.

•Going to the club with Ava - shit where is ava?

•meeting a handsome man

•having one too many drinks under the influence of the handsome man

•going to the handsome man's home

•the rest is a blur...

i tried to quietly get up just for an arm which was draped round my waist to be tightened. I squint my eyes as i slowly turn my face to see exactly who i thought it was, but i still had to check just incase , and of corse i was correct. It was louis.

brilliant, brilliant, brilliant. i moved his hand as quietly and quickly as possible with the squint remaining on my face. As soon as his arm had been removed off my waist, he shifted in bed - remaining asleep thank the lord.

Not being able to process the shame and awkwardness of the situation, I immediately jumped out of the bed and grabbed my phone off the bedside table. I start to scramble around the room trying to find my items of clothing that was quite literally thrown everywhere. I tried to be quiet - but this was my first time doing something like this, i was panicking.

after successfully changing without waking him up, i left the bedroom and ran out the house as first as i could, luckily it was just strait down the stairs and through the giant front door. Louis must have a good job, because this house is mega. and that's coming from someone that has a job that pays a fair few.

realising i had no idea where i was or how far away from mine and ava's apartment was, i decided to play it safe and call an uber instead of try any other means of transport. I wake to the petrol station where i agreed to meet the uber with the remaining 10% on my phone and got in.

The whole way back i couldn't help but have this feeling like i had forgotten something. Was that normal? I couldn't quite shake the feeling, i just wanted to forget last night overall, but this feeling just kept on coming back to remind me.