(Warning: Swearing)
(💜🐈⬛️Ichimatsu's POV🐈⬛️💜)
Today's moving day, we've packed up all of our things into a moving truck. We're making the house a rental, so we still own it, but we just don't live in it. I always knew we'd have to leave home, but not like this.
I don't really want to leave our house cause we basically had our whole lives there. I'll miss that home, I'll miss Akatsuka, and I'm always gonna miss the cats that I got to be with. The only things that we'll see if we ever come back will be replaced with other things from another family, and I'm not sure how I'd feel.
We all quit our jobs since we would be moving to a different job. Osomatsu says that he's glad that we're moving, but I can see that he isn't. He's always been clingy to our family and home, so I knew that this was destroying him. Painfulmatsu hasn't said anything dramatic or out there in a long time, and I'm starting to miss it even though everyone, including me, hated it. Choromatsu doesn't say anything and just does the paperwork for everything that's gonna happen. He looks like all the life was sucked out of him, and he was replaced with a corpse. Jyushimatsu lost his big smile that I've always looked forward to. He was the person who hung out with me the most, but now he wasn't since he wanted to be alone these days. Todomatsu hasn't been online or at any trending place in a while. It makes sense, though. After all, he's the most sensitive out of all of us.
Everyone's so different now, and they don't even realize it. I see changes when they first appear since I've always been observant and quiet. Sure, I have many moments of anger and frustration, but when I'm calm, I see things better than most. I see differences in people before they even know it since they don't notice it. I'm not sure whether to take this as a curse or a blessing since it can be good, but it's also bad if it's something I didn't want to notice.
I think Mom was more observant than me, though, because she always noticed imperfections, emotions, and movements we did when we felt a certain way. Even though I wasn't really close to both my parents, I still fucking miss them like a stupid bitch ass dog waiting for their owner, but I know they'll never come back, which makes it even worse. Dogs are naive, and just wait for someone to come back even if it takes years, but humans know what happened and mourn over them. If humans were dumbass dogs, then life would be less sad since we wouldn't understand depressing shit. Yes, I do hate dogs because they're sloppy, hyper, and always cause a mess, but I can't help but envy them for their positive traits and what people think of them.
My thoughts were interrupted when I walked past our room. Jyushimatsu was in it and looked at the empty room that used to be filled with our things. His icon and wide smile was replaced with a smile that was faltering. My eyes widened since this was a very rare thing that almost never happened. The only times that I hadn't seen his smile was in high school, and when Homura rejected him since she had to move in with her parents.
(💛⚾️Jyushimatsu's POV⚾️💛)
It's moving day now... and I don't think I can do it. We've lived here from the day we came out of the hospital. We had great adventures, funny memories, wholesome times, sad and even traumatizing days, but it was always great. I never thought that we'd leave, I don't want to leave, I never want to leave, but I know that we need to.
I snapped out of my thoughts when Ichimatsu held my shoulder.
"O-oh, Ichimatsu niisan... I-I guess I spaced out for a bit, didn't I? Hahaha...!"
I laughed nervously."Jyushimatsu..." Ichimatsu's voice was sharp and cold. It almost made me shudder from the icy tone.
"Y-yeah niisan?"
"Are you okay?" He had a genuine concerned look instead of his usual stoicism.
"O-oh uh... y-yea-"
"Cut the bullshit..." His voice was even colder now, and he had a serious look on his face.
"W-what do you mean, niisan?" My lip was quivering a little, and I had a hint of fear in my eyes.
"I know that you don't want to leave, and I know that since your smile isn't as big as it always is..."
I mean... He wasn't wrong... I didn't want to leave at all, and I hated the thought of it.
"I-I just... I-I don't want to l-leave our home..." My voice started to crack as my eyes were pricked by tears threatening to fall.
Ichimatsu's scowl falters a bit when he sees Jyushimatsu's saddened state. He hesitantly walked towards him.
"H-hey, I-I um... I-I didn't mean to make you cry... s-so um-" He was interrupted by me holding onto him with a firm and desperate grip. Ichimatsu was surprised, but it all melted away once he felt my tears seeping into his hoodie.
"I-I don't want to leave... w-we've been here since birth..." I croaked with a sorrowful and cracked voice.
"I-I know, Jyushimatsu... I-I know..." He comforted me and patted my back as he repeated those words.
(Author's Note: I'm so sorry for the slow ass updates 😢. I've been getting into character ai and school has started for me. I'll try to write more so please be patient. UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, PEACE OUT BOII!!!)
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