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Chapter 10

Jiu

Several days from the last time I made the group of dance group for me. Including my ex and my crush. I don't know why Soyeon eonnie want me with them. I don't really have a problem, since I already know their personality, but I don't know if I could share the chemistry with them.

The exercise start today, where the music club make this kind of horror song which are really our vibes. All of us like the song and want us to perform it for the festival. I has like amusement abandoned park, and then some chasing or whatsoever. Soyeon eonnie already will help us for the choreography, I don't mind it at least the member feel really comfortable with the dance.

"so we already a group, is there any name idea for the group? And the leader?" the other only stay quite, maybe they thinking for the name or just admiring to my side profile like what Gahyeon did beside me.

"Is there any idea, Gahyeon-ie?" I look at her and I can see she already blushing and look away.

"I have none beside Dreamcatcher" said Handong while looking to her book.

"why then?"

"well for me, it's like chasing a dream and I got it. you know I'm not from here, I'm from China where everything is new and I need to fit in. when I found out that Dance club will make a team, I try my best to get what ever it is IN the place that not mine. So it's like a Dreamcatcher for me" she explain and the other seems like agree with the idea.

"I agree with that. It really strange for me that a nerd can get the opportunities to join the dance club?" everyone look to the girl that talking, that none the other Lee Gahyeon.

"Shortie, you are not a nerd. She is a nerd" Said Siyeon while Pointing to Handong and get smacked on her head. The others laughing with what they saw and I just can smile to it.

"Dreamcatcher it is" I feel a nudge from my side, and it's from Sua. She whispering something which I didn't really catch. She whisper again and still can't get it. she got frustrated and point me while standing up.

"why don't YOU BECAME THE LEADER?" she said out loud which make the other shouting agree.

"guys, you know that I'm a student council leader right? It will be hard for me to taking care this much of pressure" I could see Yoohyeon smirk there. I know here answer will be so absurd where the other will agree to her.

"then we will help" it's out of my expect.

"She is right eonnie. We are team now, we could help each other. It's seems like we don't really need leader, but the we need someone that could coordinated us. you are the one that fit. We will help each other and you will not work alone" explain Dami and make the others agree.

I look around and they still shouting me as the team leader. I couldn't do anything except take it.

"I am the leader then" I said. Before I could breath free, Dami and Yoohyeon already hug me which make the other hug me too.

"don't worry, we are family now"

Gahyeon

"don't worry, we are family now"

That words just looping on my head ever since Siyeon eonnie said that. It's make me remembering how long I already run away from my house. I've been run away from that hell because I can't take it anymore. I might be old enough that day, but they didn't even see me as their daughter. It's hurt me really much. Even if I said that I miss them, it's not make me back to that place even for a second. I need my freedom and I already get it.

"just don't bring me back to that hell again"

"hell where? Dog shelter?" I didn't realise that said it out loud. I just give out awkward laugh and speeding my walk. I don't remember that I walk side to side with Jiu eonnie back to our apartment.

I can feel that she held my hand. Really gentle that I can't never get over it.

"is there anything stressed you out? Is that because the dance club? If it is, I'm sorry for not asking your opinion about the song and the dance earlier" she keep saying sorry to me which I found it cute because she basically didn't do anything wrong.

"it's not about that eonnie, it's about anything else"

"you can talk to me"

As much as I want to tell you, I don't want you feel pity toward me

"I will. But I already hungry" I lied which make her to walk faster while grabbing to my hand which make taken by her.

"but promise me that you will share anything that stress you out?" she ask me when she already open her apartment door. It's really hard for me that open up to someone that basically the person that I trust the most. But I guess I need give a chance.

"of course" I enter her place and greeted by the walking white fluff while wiggling it tail. She looks adorable but I'm still scared at her.

"I don't know why you feel scared with just a little puppy like this. Did you ever get like some sort of accident with including dog?" I just nodded because that the fact. I can agree with the statement that she guess, but I can't share anything to her. yet.

She looks at me and has this small smile while she hug me. Not really tight, but it really warm in her arm.

"I don't know what happen to you, but you can always count on me okay?" I just nodded because it's really a while since I got this warm hug beside Yoohyeon. And I don't want to pull it.

"can we stay like this for a while?"

"sure, but in this heavy uniform?" I just chuckled and with a disappointment pull out the hug.

"I'll change at my place and back for a while" before I could get out from the room, she already hug me from behind and speaking near to my ear.

"why don't you just stay here, and you can wear mine? I have some in your size, probably" God know how red my face is and I just can nodded to her. she then drag me to her room and open her cabinet while I just sat on her bed. She gave me a pyjamas that I can wear while she will cook us some dinner.

"join me when you already done" I nodded and she left me alone. I look around and I found it that she Is a cute person. Don't get me wrong, it's not the first time that I went to her room. But the last time I went there, the light always goes off. So now, I can see everything in her room. From the everything pink accessory, many books stack on her table, and there a picture that caught my attention. I look at it and it's her and my bestfriend, Kim Yoohyeon.

"they are... siblings?"

"Gahyeon-ie, Dinner ready" before I could take the picture of it, I'm in rush change my uniform to her pyjamas. Not ever putting care about how I fold my uniform.

"hey you took-" I don't know what things that cut her, but she already looking to my body for a while without blinking. She slowly came closer to me and I just can walk backward. She keep coming closer to me where my back already meet the wall. She pinned me, and come even closer. I don't know what happen, I just closed my eyes.

After a while, I didn't feel any suspicious movement from her which make me open my eyes and found out that she trying to button up my pyjamas while closing her eyes.

"why you closing your eyes?"

"I can't just look at you body without your consent. And I can't even get my self together when look to your perfect body" I just blushing with the statement that she give. I grab her hand and let her down. I button them up and hug her tightly.

"what is it, baby?" I just shook my head to her chest and won't let her go.

"please stay here... I don't want to lose you"

"I'm not going anywhere"