Mail Ordered Bride

Part 5

It has been a week since I came to this country to become Becky's wife and I have to say that the gamer has been very good to me. She has been trying to make me feel comfortable and not like a piece of meat like I was expecting to be treated but she has not. Becky has not once hit me or talk down to me or make me feel like I am walking on eggshells with her which is greatly appreciate it. I half expected her to take me to her room and make me into her sex slave but she has not laid a finger on me or touched me in a way that was sexual at all. We have slept in the same bed together but nothing has happened between us but there was one time that the gamer has gotten an erection in the morning.

I was told that it is called morning wood and that most men get it subconsciously as I was expecting Becky to rip off my clothes and have her way with me but she did not. The gamer stared at me fearfully before disentangled herself from me and making a mad dash for the bathroom. It was several minutes before younger woman returned and she profusely apologized for it as well for making me uncomfortable. I was not expecting her to apologize for something that she could not control and I think she would have kept on rambling/apologizing if I did not stop her but finding it oddly endearing. I brought a finger up to her lips, stopping her mid-ramble and told her that I was not uncomfortable and that I could relief any sexual frustrations that she might have. Becky countered me that we have been over this and that I do not have to do anything that I am not comfortable with just because of our situation.

The gamer is not like anything that I was expecting her to be but I was not expecting to be married to a woman but I am. When I applied to become a mail ordered bride, I have heard stories about bride's intends being complete monsters and I was terrified of what might happen once I leave with them; that I might not ever seen my family again. That fear is rational because I knew that I was leaving my country forever and the chance of me seeing Father and Heng again were slim to none after that. I am quite hesitant about asking Becky about writing to my family back in Bangkok because I am afraid that she will tell me that I cannot have any contact whatsoever. I want... no I need to know if Father and Heng are doing okay but I am afraid if I ask that everything that has happened between the gamer and I will end.

Becky is not like any woman that I have met but I am afraid of what she could possibly to do me because I am her property and she could do anything to me that she wants. I am sitting on the bed, looking through one of the gamer's picture books which are highly detailed and colorful. I have never seen anything like this because it is absolutely fascinating and I did not hear the front door opening and closing. I did not hear someone calling my name before someone knocking on the bedroom door and I jump in surprise, dropping the book on the bed. I looked up to see Becky standing in the doorway with a raised eyebrow before walking into the room and picking up the book as she sits on the bed. I look down at my lap as I wring my hands together in fear of the gamer yelling at me because I was going through her things without permission or worse.

"Good choice. Superman is a good comic book series but personally I like X-Men better" Becky said giving me the comic.

"Y-You are not upset with me for touching your things" I said surprised.

"What? No, of course not. You're more than welcomed to read my comic books. They're there for someone to read and I read them all multiple times. I'm overdue for some more anyway so help yourself. Since you're reading the first issue of that series, I'll let you have it and you can start your own collection. With any luck, you'll be a bigger nerd than me" Becky said grinning.

"I cannot take your comic book from you. It would not be right" I said trying to Becky back her comic.

"You're not taking it from me, I'm giving it to you. Think of it as a gift for the good work that you've been doing around here. I don't think my apartment has ever been this clean" Becky said shaking her head.