Long, Curly, Brown Hair

Day four.

Today was a very sad day. I started dating my ex again the night before. I realized that I cant have Wray if im dating him. I love him. His name is Shawn. I love Shawn alot. He is one of my favorite people. My family and I conduct a canoe trip every year. Wray will be on the canoe trip with my cousin Jon, or his friend Jon. Im so excited to see him but at the same time I feel as if my betraying one of my favorite people in the world, Shawn... I really like Wray but I really like Shawn. This was the third time I've dated Shawn in a span of a month. Maybe he just isn't the soul mate for me. Maybe I should try to date Wray to see if he's the right guy for me. I wonder, I truly do. I wonder if he likes me back. I wonder why the sky is blue. I wonder why friends fight. I wonder. I just wonder.