Chapter 4

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Willow Parker Pov

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Willow Parker Pov

I woke up dazed,Winslow next to me,I looked down and realized that I was naked.

Shit...

I shouldn't have fucked him,He's cute sure but it takes me at least a month or so to trust someone enough to fuck them.

I got up and went into the bathroom,I turn the shower on cold.

maybe I came on too strong,If I avoid him I'll be an asshole.

I'm not a relationship kinda girl.

Ugh I hate myself for this.

"Hey Willow,I'm gonna go...my dad might be expecting me home soon...bye." I heard Winslow say on the other side of the door.

"Okay,Bye." I sigh and I hear the hotel door shut.

I step in the shower and let the cold water run down my body.

I sigh holding my head in my hands,I'm a mess,Levi's words replay in my head over and over.

"I'm not the one you're mad at Willow."

She's annoying but she's right,I'm not mad at her...she's just doing her job,I'm mad at my parents.

I'm mad at myself,I tried really hard to please them growing up,Dad was always working,Mom didn't even give me the time of day after the age ten.

They hired Rosa when I turned twelve since Mom started working with dad.

William was like a father figure to me,He always played dolls with me,taught me how to do laundry,And Rosa helped me when I got my first period and Mom didn't even bat an eye.

My first break up,Rosa and William were there,Rosa comes over sometimes to check up on me.

Dad wants me to take over the family business,He says it's the least I can do after dropping out of college,I never graduated,I lied to Levi so I didn't look stupid.

Tears fall from my eyes as I start to sob,I hate myself,I hate my parents!

My sobs seize and I hear the hotel room door open.

I get out the shower and wrap a towel around me.

I turn the shower off and walk out of the bathroom to see Levi sprawled out in her bed.

"Hey Willow,Did you have a good night with Winslow?" She questioned and I didn't answer,She turned over and I could see bite marks
and hickeys on her neck.

"It seems like you had an....eventful night." I say trying to break the silence in the room,"Y-yea,I um met up with one of my exes,It went well." She chuckled nervously.

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