DEATH,LOVE and SECRETS: A mafia romance

Chapter 19

Willow's pov

[A week later]

It's new years,Levi has been overly protective of me since the test came back positive.

She doesn't let me shower without her being close by,She doesn't let me drive,And she's been feeding me extra.

I had to hide in the closet just for some peace and quiet.

Rosa and Cynthia are leaving tomorrow,I feel bad keeping this from them,But I just want to be sure that I'll be fine before telling them.

I even found myself in my dad's office sitting in the big chair by the fire place staring at the two urns on the mantel.

"You're gonna have a grandkid soon,I'm with someone who cares,She's super Sweet." I speak,staring at them.

I could just imagine their reactions.

What do you mean she?!?!

Of course you get knocked up!

Who would have known that I would have a whore for a daughter.

But it's ironic that I'm still alive and they're both dead.

Burned to ashes,Ashes to ashes dust to dust I guess.

I get up from the chair walking out of the office and closing the door behind me locking it.

I find Levi in her room,on her laptop,glasses practically falling off her face.

"What are you up to?" I questioned my girlfriend and she pushed her glasses up on her face smiling at me.

One of these days those glasses are gonna glow when she does that.

"Buying baby clothes." She says and I roll my eyes and sit next to her.

She showed me her cart full of baby clothes and toys.

"Levi we are not spending over a thousand dollars on baby clothes,it hasn't even been a week yet." I huff,"I'm gonna buy them,You don't have to worry,I even bought nursery decor too." She smiles.

"Levi  I don't want you getting your hopes up,What if I miscarry again." I sigh my voice shaking a bit.

"Cara Mia look at me,The chance of you miscarrying again is low,You and I both know this,I want you to be excited about this instead of being scared,As long as I'm here no one is getting to you without getting through me." Levi consoled me and I sighed.

"You're right,I'm guessing you already booked a doctor's appointment too?" I questioned and Levi averted my gaze.

"I'll take that as a yes,When are we gonna tell everyone?" I questioned.

"After the second appointment,We'll have ultrasound pictures by then." Levi said kissing my neck.

"Fine by me." I smile.

[Two weeks later]

I want to go home,I hate doctor's offices,I hope we get to leave soon.

"Everything looks normal,We just need to do a blood test make sure everything is where it needs to be." The doctor explains and I squeezed Levi's hand.

I have a fear of needles,It's not to the point where I freak out but I just don't like them.

"You'll be fine sweetheart." Levi says kissing the top of my head.

I was not fine,That lady was about to stick a needle in my arm and take my blood,I worked hard to make that blood.

Silent tears fell from my eyes as she drew the blood from my arm.