Smut one shots (gxg)

Lost

I knock at your door
crying
you open it
hug me
ask what happened
pull me inside.
I tell you about the break up
can't control the tears rolling down my cheeks
you wipe them away
pull me in your arms again
tell me it's alright
tell me it's fine
tell me I'll get over it
tell me he doesn't deserve me.
Swim in the warmth of your body
swim in your comfort
in your comforting words
let the tears roll
free the tears
free my emotions.
We stay like that
warpped together
intertwined
the stars collide.
I fall asleep
on your shoulder
you carry me to your bed
lay next to me
try to not wake me up
fail
I open my eyes
half asleep
try to get up
stutter about it being late
stutter about me leaving
you tell me it's fine
tell me to stay the night
tell me to sleep.
I lay back
hit your pillows
inhale your scent
drown in it
it drains me of all my sadness
of all my fear
of all my depression.
You get up
leave my side
grab your arm
tell you to stay
to lay beside me
to not leave me like he did.
You sit back down
I scoot over
make space on the bed for you
fell your presence behind me
want your hands around me
don't want to say anything
take your hand
put it on my waist
I feel you freeze behind me
I scoot closer to you
my head hits your chest
hear you heart beat
you wrap your arms around me
become a blanket
become my blanket
lost in your warmth
lost in the safety of your arms
lost in the heat generated by your skin touching mine.
lost.
you bury your head in my neck
feel your nose touching my hairline
don't want to ever be found
don't want this to end
don't want you to stop.

I'm lost in the possibility of this moment.
Lost in the impossibility of this moment lasting forever.
Lost in your scent and lost in your warmth around me.
I'm simply lost in you.