Inside my mind (Amy's Life)

Highschool and Background

Background:

My mother is from Russia and my dad is from Uzbekistan. So I grew up being surrounded by the Russian language because of my grandparents. Nowadays I'm a little better at sort of speaking it, but I'm better at understanding the language.

Highschool:

This part of my life was hell. The noise, the boys who loved being annoying, horrible.

At this time I got into Analog Horror and into Junji Ito's works. But I also made a prominent friend. I don't remember this friend, but this random girl out of my highschool class keeps reappearing no idea why.

We had a discussion with my class about Autism, but most of them didn't even give a damn or forgot it right afterwards.

I would have multiple mental breakdowns, which resulted in me attacking my classmates. I threw books, tried choking them and threatened to throw a table. How I wasn't suspended, I don't know.

My school in general had a lot of shady stuff going on:

- the boy I was scared of in elementary school was taken away by the police, for throwing stuff at the teachers

- the toilets were always damaged, especially the boys toilets

- someone almost set the school on fire

- one of my former classmates, threatened to come with a gun to school, before our graduation

It were wild times...

A classmate of mine, invited me to her birthday.

When we graduated, a person was getting announced to come on the school musical stage. I expected, someone else out of my class to go up there. Surprise, surprise I was called in front.

The schock I felt was unmatched, to anything I ever felt in my entire life. Standing up there, was...beautiful.