The babysitter

Hope

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I put my arms under her body and lift her up in my arms. "Y/n.." Scarlett cries. "Shh it's okay, I'm gonna bring you to bed. Don't worry I will stay". Scarlett looks at me with sad and tired eyes. I knew by reading her eyes that she was tired. Tired of this. Tired of life. Not being able to ever be happy. I wanted to fix things so badly for her. I wanted to be her wife so badly, have kids with her, get our dream house, maybe even get pets. But right now I don't know wether that's even possible. Though I will do everything in my power to make her mine. To bring back her smile, bring back her laugh, bring back the old Scarlett. The Scarlett who would sneak behind me and kiss me all over. The Scarlett who would be a sleepy baby in my arms and mumbling how much she loves me. The Scarlett who could be SUCH a tease. She was right here in my arms, but I never have missed her more then right now.

I carefully put Scarlett in my bed. She looked at me with those eyes again. She was hurting. "Scar.." I whisper. "Ever since I met you I was in love with you. You were the woman I've always dreamed of. And when you looked at me that night, I felt like I was dreaming. That night we spent together, wasn't just a one night stand, Scarlett. It was so important for me and I got to show you how beautiful you are. Because you, scar, are the most gorgeous woman I've ever met. And I'd really like to someday call you my wife." Scarlett's eyes lightened up. It was adorable. "I will be saying 'I do' on our wedding day with a smile on my face and with so much pride to be able to say that you are mine. And I am looking forward to that day, and I will do everything in my power to make that day come true. Because I love you Scar.

More tears form in her eyes. But this time from happiness. She looked at me with hope. The hope that this might all end well. The hope that we might still get to be together. The hope that she will get her spark back.

I couldn't give her my promise, but I could give her hope.