The babysitter

The note

Hey loves, y'all are lucky I post 2 times today😝 they are 2 short ones but still..  This chapter will probably make you cry (I almost cried). Soooo enjoy🤷‍♀️ don't forget to leave comments and votes<3 ily❤️
⚠️panic attacks
LISTEN TO : experience - ludovico einaudi (again yes, but it makes it more emotional🤷‍♀️)

Scarletts perspective:
I woke up alone in my bed. I felt empty. After what happened to me yesterday, I didn't want to do anything but just lay in y/n's arms all day. I wondered where y/n was and got up to look downstairs. "Y/n?!" I shake a little from the cold. "Y/n?!" I decided to text her. "Hey darling, where are you? Did you went home?". I send it and sigh. I really wish I was in her arms right now. It's crazy how much I miss her. I decided to make breakfast and after that, drive by her house to check up on her. When I walked to my kitchen and wanted to make a coffee, I saw a little note. It wrote "for my love, scar". I smiled. She's adorable. I took it curiously and opened it to see what she wrote. I read the note. No.. please no..

'My dear Scarlett,
I think it's better if I leave. I don't want to, but I have to. One day you'll understand. I love you, my gorgeous gorgeous girl. We will meet again, I promise you that.
love, y/n'

I got tears in my eyes and dropped the note. "Please no.." i whispered while tears flowed on my face. "PLEASE NO!!" I broke down and cried on the floor. "Y/n I can't do this alone, please" i whispered while crying in my hands. My body started to shake. The only thing that made me happy, was her. And now I lost her. I felt I was gonna have a panic attack. I dialed y/n's number in my phone and called her. "Please.. please.." I was sitting against the kitchen counter with my legs to my chest. I got her voicemail. "Y/n.. y/n please come back, I can't do this alone" I cried while trying to calm myself down, wich made me sob even more. "How could you do this to me?" My heart hurt like hell. My heart felt empty and it would never be full again. I lost my favorite person in the world, my dear girl, my beautiful y/n. And the worst thing? I don't know why. I ended the voicemail and let my phone fall and I cried and cried and cried. "Please help me god.." I whispered through my tears. I tried to stop my legs and hands from shaking, I tried to stop myself from crying, I tried to push away this feeling of pain and emptiness in my heart. But I couldn't. Ofcourse I couldn't. I lost my soulmate. How could I stop myself?