Fifty Shades of Ruby

Chapter 10

Samaya's P.O.V.

Ever Since Ruby Told Me About Phoebe She Has Been More Attached To Me lately she doesn't want me to leave without her knowing where I am or she doesn't wanna agrue with me while we in a car anymore she doesn't even want me to drive. How Fucking crazy is that.?

"Samaya.."Ruby's Voice Sounded from behind me I quickly stopped what I was doing facing her.

I forced a smile "hey.."

Ruby walked to me pulls me into her and hug me tightly "I thought you left I was going to say whos permission did you get to leave without my consent."

I rolled my eyes pushed her back slitely "I Don't Need Permission Ruby I'm no child." I scoffed at her crossing my arms over my chest.

Rubys expression unreadable "Your not but your My Girlfriend So Do As I Say I'm in control"

"why do you always feel the need to control someone.?"

Ruby rolls her eyes "don't start with me." She warns but I'm already to pissed off to stop.

"I've Actually Been Holding My Tongue I really have been patient with you really Ive wanted to say something to you for the longest and I have my chance now." I paused to see Ruby crossed her arms ready to snap on me if I don't hurry. "You've been a hand full since you told me about Phoebe and I just can't deal with you anymore you have been smothering me."

"Smothering you.." Ruby laughs darkly "would you rather me fuck someone else.." she paused looking at me in a tempted way. "Youu Know.. someone like Vanessa? I'm sure you'd ha-" Ruby was cut off by my hand colliding with her cheek.

"DON'T FUCKING FINISH THAT SENTENCE.! Ughh your such an asshole... a FuckGirl." I spat back and Ruby's nexts move was so drastic.

She pushed me back against the nearest wall Hard.. as she got into my face my eyes meeting with her beautiful ones.

Then she Slaps me Hard. "YOU FUCKING BITCH... Ughh I Wanna punish you Soo Fuckin Bad But you Can't FUCKING HANDLE THAT.. side of me.. not yet anyways." Ruby spat into my face the stinging feeling I felt didn't matter because she was so horrible to me right now.

"Please move away from me.." I whisper so she can hear me.

"You want me to move baby.." she questions.

"Yes please.."

Ruby looks me up and down like I've losted my dammed mind. She then pulls me in to kiss her grabbing my face violently pushing her tongue into my mouth I wanted to cry but my love for Ruby had me kissing her back.

I felt bad for Ruby she had issues real ones she didn't want me to touch her unless she Gave me permission.. which I found crazy we've been in a relationship and she'd only get to call the shots while I'm left to be her bitch I don't think so.

Pulling away Ruby looked at me." Baby im sorry. I didn't mean to hit you it just kinda-" I shhed her.

"Shh it's okay. I'm okay we're okay.. " I said even though I didn't even believe me we had unhealthy issues in our relationship like communication.

"Ruby.. why don't you let me touch you?" I asked she looks at me for a second and shakes her head..

"Baby I'm sorry I want to tell you but maybe another time.." Ruby started.

I just burst out crying Ruby and I are a fucked up couple I wanaa fix it but she obviously doesn't I can't do anything about that.

"Baby what's wrong.." Ruby asked i shake my head getting up and heading out the door without another word.

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"So Your ignoring her?" Ally asked me Justin and her came to confront me as soon as they heard what happened.

"Yeah"

"Its okay samaya Ruby and you will be fine your love is real and if it's real that's all that matters." Justin says "besides you guys are like relationship goalss."

I laughed "I guess we are..." I say frowning "I just don't know why she want let me touch her "

"Ruby has... issues that I'd rather her tell you about you can't rush her into being 100% with you and telling you her Dark secrets. You'll have to let her know your not leaving her first she has to KNOW for a fact that your not going anywhere.." Justin says pulling ally onto him.

Hmm how am I gonna go about this..

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I grabbed the key under the mat and unlocked the door to me and Ruby's special place knowing she's here.

I walked to the back to see her sitting on the coach pop corn in her hands..

I moved down to kiss her cheek making her stiffen but she relaxed when she saw me.

Ruby pulled me onto her lap so fast and looked down at me with adoration. "Whyd you leave?"

"Because I couldn't expect the fact that you will tell me when the time is right."

Ruby was taken back "about.. "

"Yes. I'm sorry I didn't mean to seem like a brat but I just want you to open up to me I guess I just.. was being selfish "

Ruby nodded "samaya.. it was hard telling you about Phoebe. And everything I tell.. you you'll get a change in my behavior as well as the fucked up truths about me.." Ruby says.

"I love you Ruby I understand I understand that your gonna.. tell me when your ready. I love you soo much Ruby with everything in me." I kiss her in need and Desiree but mostly passionately.

"I live for this.." Ruby says I was confused but I didn't question it I countiued to kiss her.

"I love you " Ruby says as her kisses go to my neck. She plants love bites and hickeys on my neck causing me to moan out loud.

Soon enough Im naked underneath her she kissed every inch of my body.. I love her so much .

My Fucked up 50 shades of Ruby