Come back home after being away to Paris the whole summer, it's a werid feeling. Before I left I did something unforgivable and I hate myself for it but I couldn't help it.
Sleeping with my best friends boyfriend.
I was walking up to school feeling depressed to be back, everyone was coming up saying hi, and I could see people taking pictures probably to send to gossip girl but she already knew I was back.
I look up from my feet to see him, Nate. He gives me a smile and a slight nod, I just look back at the ground and carry on walking. I promised to myself I wasn't going to engage in it.
Not again.