The summer we got back together

Chapter 40

Conrad POV

I have déjà vu as me, my Belly and our kids along with Sean and Lola sitting in the front row of Cleveland funeral. Because I refuse to go through this alone.

Except unlike at my mom's funeral, Belly is sitting beside me.

I sneezed her hand as we cried, wishing this was over.

She smiles at me to let me know that she's here.

Before they closed the casket, Sean went up there to say goodbye, then Lola and lastly....

Me.

"Don't worry I'm going to let Belly in this time, we'll be okay." I said softly and whispered. Then I went back to sit down next to Belly.

Okay definitely getting déjà vu because we are all at my old house, Jere and Kendall house now, but unlike last time I'm standing on the stairs, looking at my beautiful wife making a plate and handed it to her sister, she already made plate for our children and now she's making a plate for me.

Is it wrong to be turned on by your wife being caring to others for people who are grieving?

Probably? No wait....

Not definitely not.

She spot me and I nudes my head upstairs, before going up to that room, which Kendall and Jere turned into their bedroom.

Belly closed the door and sat the food down, she joined me on the bed.

"Kendall and Taylor said that they going to watch the kids while we'll up here." She said, I nodded to show her I understand, she then push my hair out of my face, her hand stayed in my hair and I kept it there by putting my hand gently on her waist. "How are you doing? Did you have any more.."

"Panic attacks?" I finish her question, she nodded. "Not since when I find out the news. And I think that is because of my wife helping me."

She smiled at me, she and Steven told Lola and Sean that even they need anything all their have to do is call them and they will came to them.

I then layered my head into her lap, she stroke my hair.

"Belly." I said a minute later.

"Hmm?"

"Please promise me that you will never leave me."

"Conrad.."

"Promised me Isabel." She then kissed my head.

"I will never leave you."

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Belly POV

I kept my promise.

It has been a month almost two since Cleveland death and we're still hurting, but unlike last time we didn't push each other out.

Conrad's panic attacks have been coming and going and I helped with them.

But he is also been going hurt through work.

He left early this morning while we slept, I woke the kids up, at lunch while the kids are at school and it's my lunch break, I picked up some food on the way to Conrad's office.

"Is he in?" I asked his male receptionist who nodded. "Does he have a patient in?"

"No Mrs. Fisher." I nodded, I then went in to find him sitting at his desk, working on something while he is wearing his glasses.

F*** he looks so hot wearing those.

"God, you look so hot wearing those." I said gently to not to scare him.

He looks up and instantly smiled when he saw me.

"Well this is a nice surprise." He said as he got up and walked towards me and closed the door and locking it.

"I also brought food." I said holding up the food.

He smiled and leaned to kissed me, when he pulled back he looked at. "My girl."

He then brought us to the couch (that he let me pick out for his office) and we started eating our lunch.

After we got done, we started talking, about how his doing... and how we're all doing.

I catch the time and it's about fourteen hours until my lunch break is over.

"I gotta go, my lunch is almost over." I said as I started getting my stuff ready, I then kissed him on the lips. "I love you, see you later."

But Conrad has other plans as he gently grab my hand to get me to stop.

"How many hours do you have?"

"About fourteen hours be—" I didn't get to finish the sentence as Conrad gently pulled me on him so that I am on his lap.

"I can do I lot in fourteen minutes." He wagged his eyebrows and then he kissed my neck.

"Here?" I asked very breathless.

"Yes here." He said also breathless, he then laid me on the couch and he got on top of me. We then kissed, hard and when we pulled apart only to catch our breaths.

"Are sure?" Knowing full well that he is taking Cleveland death the hardest and with good reason.

"Yes I'm sure." He then kissed me again.

"If you need time I completely unders—" he then kissed me harder than ever.

"I need you Belly."

I then shut up as he kissed me again, this time harder, my legs are around his waist now.

Our clothes disappeared and on the floor in no time.

Conrad kissed me up and down, he then put his fingers into my clit and stayed there for a minute before it out and before putting his d*** into me.

We had sex all over his office.

After we got down, we got dressed Conrad washed his hands and we kissed each other goodbye.