Bullet Holes

Drugs, money & lust

TinyB
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I can't believe my fucking mom died yo. Esta mierda es una locura (this shit is crazy). I just wanna see her one more time.. At least say goodbye. I can still hear her in my head, when we used to sing Selena together, making tamales and chilaquiles.

Yo sé que tienes un nuevo amor
Sin embargo, te deseo lo mejor
Si en mí, no encontraste felicidad
Tal vez, alguien más te la dará

Como la flor (como la flor)
Con tanto amor (con tanto amor)
Me diste tú, (me diste tú)
Se marchitó (se marchitó)
Me marcho hoy (me marcho hoy)
Yo sé perder (yo sé perder)

Pero, ay, cómo me duele
Ay, cómo me duele

Si vieras cómo duele perder tu amor
Con tu adiós, te llevas mi corazón
No sé si pueda volver a amar
Porque te dí todo el amor que pude dar

Como la flor (como la flor)
Con tanto amor (con tanto amor)
Me diste tú,
Se marchitó
Me marcho hoy
Yo sé perder

Pero, ay, como me duele
Ay, como me duele

Como la flor (como la flor)
Con tanto amor (con tanto amor)
Me diste tú,
Se marchitó
Me marcho hoy
Yo sé perder

Pero, ay, como me duele
Ay, como me duele
Ay, como me duele

(Como La Flor // Selena)

Ohh I miss her so much. I can't do this.. I can't deal with losing my mama, taking on the cartel, and school.. I need her..

Look at me. A fucking thug, leader of the cartel, crying like a little bitch. Mami would be so disappointed.

I gotta suck this shit up. I wiped my tears and fixed my face.

TinyB - Maree boo, I'm fina go check on mi abuela and tia. You gon be good or you wanna slide ?
Maree - you want me to come ?
TinyB - i think i gotta handle this on my own, but after let's get T'd up booskie. 💕😂
Maree - okaay shawty. take the benz and be careful with my baby high ass.

Maree gave me the keys to the red benz and I dipped. Soon as I pulled up to my tia's house, I knew it was gon be hell. I walked in and my tia was sittin on the couch sniffin powder, my tio was passed out drunk in his throw up and my abuela was in the kitchen cooking her ass off like she always does when she's sad.

TinyB - Tia put that shit away blood !!
? - Lil girl don't tell me what to do and what the fuck did you just call me ?
TinyB - Abuela tell yo crackhead ass daughter to get out my fucking face before I drop her.
Abuela - Adrianna leave her alone, put those drugs away. Ayyyy y'all gon be the death of me.
Adrianna - Teia let me hear you call me that again, I'll beat your ass like I did your mamas

When she said that I blacked out. I threw her on the ground and started whoopin her ass. My abuela tried to pull me off but I wasn't havin it. Don't she know my mama would have her dead in 2.2. I don't even like this bitch, I was tryna be nice. Tf. I punched her hard asf in the middle of her forehead and I heard a crack.. I think I cracked her skull. Oh well. Bitch disrespected my mama on the day she died.. Fuck she expect ?

When I finally got up my abuela was shaking her head, praying in Spanish. I tried to talk to her but she just told me to leave and come back later. When I walked out she was picking Adrianna up off the floor trying to lay her on the couch. I hope that bitch dies.

I called Mar and asked her to meet me on Rodeo, about an hour away, and she agreed. About 45 minutes later I pulled up, you know I was speedin and shit ahaaa, but I saw Mar leaned against this seeeexy ass matte black ferrari california. Lawd this girl so fine. I pulled up behind her, but I guess she ain't notice it was me. I honked and scared the shit out her. That shit was hilarious. 😂💀

I hopped out the car and went to give her a hug, she squeezed my ass cheeks hella hard, that shit hurt like a motha fuckaa.

TinyB - Owww Mar wtf
Mar - that's what yo ass get girl

I kissed her lips softly and pulled away when she tried to deepen the kiss. I laughed when she sucked her teeth at me.

Mar - whatchu want me to come all the way out here for girl ?
TinyB - *looks down* well.. My mama died today... And I needed retail therapy.. And you're the only one I wanna see right now.. Soo..
Mar - *pulls Teia to her* Damn ma, I'm sorry to hear that, you gon be okay?
TinyB - now that I'm with you, yeah..

I stayed in Mar's arms a little longer with my face in the crook of her neck. I inhaled her scent one more time, savoring the cinnamon smell, and pulled away, grabbing her hand. I led her to my favorite store, Neiman Marcus, and shopped till I couldn't anymore, then we went to the Gucci store and the Versace store and bounced. I made sure I got my bitch something for letting me take her favorite car, got her ass the red versace aviators she been talking about. You know I gotta spoil my bestie. I also got Mar a rolly, but she don't know that yet, surprise for later on down the line.. If we ever become something.

I decided I was done, so me and Mar went back to our cars and she followed me to my condo I had my ma buy me. She got it so I could escape when I need to, it's my favorite place.

We walked in and I immediately pulled Mar into my room. Don't get me wrong, I'm not an easy bitch, but after today I need some type of love.

I pulled her shirt off and she took mines, then unsnapped my bra. She started suckin on my neck leaving hickies all on it, then made her way down. She stopped above my jeans and looked up at me, I nodded my head yes and she unbuttoned them, pulling them down as fast as she could. She kissed the inside of my thighs and all around my panties, damn this girl a tease...