His Eternal Peace

5- The Feelings

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Nisha Pov

It's already three days , God knows how Ruhanika is ...I didn't got time to talk with her. But that idiot who is living here without paying rent told me that they reached safely.

I hope there's everything fine. But somewhere for Ruhanika I trust her husband because I have seen the love in his eyes. I know she'll be safe with him. 

"Stella.. come here , dinner is ready" I heard his voice...I don't why he calls me with these stupid names. I just...I just don't want to feel the things he is making me feel 

I walked out of the bedroom and saw him in the dinning room arranging the dining table for us. I silently went towards the table and sat on the chair. I looked at my plates and honestly no doubt he is not at all a bad cook. 

"assaggia il cibo amore mio" he said in his deep voice and I looked towards him dumbfoundedly 

(taste the food my love)

"Wh....what..??what did you said?" I asked while looking towards him with my questioning eyes and he chuckled 

"Hey listen...I told you many times I don't know Italian...so just stop making me feel like I am illiterate..." I said as I got irritated from his stupid chuckle

"come vuoi, Stella mia" he said and I immediately picked up the knife 

(as you wish, my Stella)

"I am telling you if another Italian word escaped from your mouth I'll take the breath out of you" I warned him angrily 

"Maine toh pehle he apni har saans tumhare naam kar di hai... baaki jaisi aapki marzi " he said in his deep voice and my heart skipped a beat. I literally took full one minute to digest what he said 

(My everything breath is already owned by you ....the rest is your choice)

Heat rushed to my cheeks...I gulped the lump formed in my throat and started eating. I can feel his gaze stuck on me but I avoided to look towards him. My hands were literally shivering because of his gaze. 

I quickly finished the food and ran back to my bedroom. I was feeling my heart thumping loudly in my chest and my hands were getting sweaty because of nervousness. I walked towards the mirror and asked myself 

"Do I like him?" ...."no"

"Then why my heart is beating like this...am I becoming a cardiac patient?"....."no"

"Am I .....am I fa.. falling for him?" .....I asked and my inner voice screamed "Yes" but I shook my head immediately....

"No..I am not falling for him.. Nisha you can't fall for anyone.. men are always a cheater. You don't want to go through that type of breakdown all over again right...so just shut down your stupid feelings" I said in a strict tone to my reflection 

But what should I do to my heart... I'll ignore it..yes I'll ignore it. I..I have to ask him to leave the house...yes...this will be the best solution.

I stood up and walked inside the living room. I saw him coming out of the kitchen while wipping his hands in a hand towel. He looked at me and a frowned formed on his face. I took a deep breath and asked him