His Eternal Peace

10. The Shattered Hearts

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Author Pov

Rayn banged the door and walked out of the room leaving broken Nisha alone in the room . Nisha clutched her hair angrily and trail of tears streamed from her eyes.

She angrily picked up the pillows from the bed and threw it somewhere in the room. She was feeling mixed feelings. Firstly she didn’t thought that Rayn will do something like this with her and secondly she was getting the flashback from her past.

“aaaahhhhhhhh” she screamed and threw  the bedsheets , all perfume bottles everything on the floor. She was feeling like she again let a man use her for his benefits.

She helplessly sat on the floor and scooted herself in the corner... while keeping her hands on her knees and cried while resting her head on her hands. She closes her eyes and flashback hits her like a thunderstorm

“I want you, babygirl” he said while removing every bit of clothes from her body

“pl..please I…I am not ready ..please I..I want time” she pleaded while clutching her clothes near her chest.

“but I want you …and which type of girlfriend you are ..you said that you love me but you don’t want me to fuck you…which type of love is this?” he said in his deep voice and glared her with his dark eyes

“I..I really love you but I..I need time” she begged but her words went to deaf ears. He grabbed her hands and placed it above her head and tore her bra apart.

She opened her eyes immediately and tears fell from her eyes mercilessly. She cried loudly while thinking about her past and now the man who says he loves her also did the same.

“he said that he loves me..but still he fucked me without my permission …he took the advantage of my situation…. I ..I’ll never forgive him.” Nisha murmured to herself while crying miserably. She closed her eyes to calm herself but suddenly her mind echoed

“you burn the desire in me to claim you mine ..you make me feel things which I never felt”

“I’ll kiss you …I’ll fuck you…claim you mine.. I’ll make you my slut mia cara. “

“you don’t want me to love you like my wife …so I’ll treat you like my slut …my personal slut”

She tiredly opened her eyes and a trail of tears slipped from her eyes. She sniffed and look somewhere on the wall and said

“everything was right in front of my eyes…he already said many things which was enough to tell me that he is a biggest red flag but still I believed him..”

“even somewhere I started falling for him but he again made me regret my decision ..he again made me feel like fuck toy…am I ..am I only good for sex ..did I..did I don’t deserve love..” she mumbled to herself.

Nisha kept crying her heart out while blaimig herself and him for whatever happened. She tried to remember something about last night but everything was blur in her vision . The time passed and without her realization sunset and moon brighten the night sky…

Suddenly her head started hurting badly.. she clutched her head and slowly  got up

“oh god my head..” she mumbled
“I think I need a shower” she said to herself and went towards the washroom to do her morning routine..which she didn't do because of the things happened. She stood in front of the mirror and looked at her reflection. She hesitantly unbuttoned the shirt buttons.