𝑬𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒚𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑹𝒆𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒅𝒔 𝑴𝒆 𝑶𝒇 𝒀𝒐𝒖

NUMB

Aliana what will you do If you cannot become a good doctor?her friend asked her
I will die.She speaks without any expression.

You know you're crazy,Her friend speaks while looking in her direction.
do you know zara, If I ever think that I did not become a good doctor, what will i do if i failed.my life is lost just thinking about it.

Phone rings.....

She looks at the phone, it's her mother She receives the call quickly. Her mother start shouting at her that, Aliana I had told you naa you have to come home early today.

She said sorry ammaa bss 10 min me arhi hu. As soon as she disconnects the call.she looked towards her ,zaraa chaloo amma bhtt gussa kr rhi h and they quickly picks up the bags and walks out of the class.

ALIANA POV

As soon i reached home,i runs to my mother.she was talking to the servants in the dining area about getting the work done properly.I asked mother why did you call me early from the university?

Ammi started saying, beta go upstairs or get ready.I looked at her and asked why??Dont you think that you ask too many questions.

I laughs and says Ammi you don't even tell me why should I be ready, my mother glares at me or say Maria is coming to meet us all(Maria aunty is my mother's best friend),but ammi you told me she was in London.

Yes she was in London But now Murtaza came back she also came with him.Now she is looking for a girl for Murtaza.Did Murtaza not like anyone?that aunty is looking girls for him.

When she comes you will have to ask her yourself ,I nodded.Now go and get ready, she is coming.

I came to my room and lay down on the bed.I was very tired, so I fell asleep....
After some time I hear that  someone's knock my door. Aliana beta, Baji is calling you downstairs,a maid told me.

I quickly opened my cupboard and took out my clothes and went to the bathroom,In a little while I was ready and went downstairs.

I went down and covered aunty's eyes with my fingers,I shared a good bonding with her since childhood.I chuckled and said,guess who I am. She said it may happen that I do not recognize my little baby.

I removed my hand from her face and hugged her,I have grown up now but still you call me little baby,I spoke while moving my eyes around the room. No matter how old you become, you will always remain my baby girl,she said.I chuckled softly.

I also started talking with my mother and aunty,Ammi started talking about Murtaza. I am very much worried about him,aunty said with no expression.

Aunty looked towards Ammi and said,Do you remember Sania(my mother), what did we think when these two were small??
Obviously how can i forget that,ammi says while blinking her eyes.

And both of them started laughing.

I looked towards them and asked what they thought,Maria aunty held my hand and said, we thought that when you and Murtaza grow up, we will get you both married .

As soon as I heard about the wedding, my face turned pale.Yes, I know that every girl has dreams about marriage.But I don’t want to get married .

Before I could say anything, aunty started asking me, will you marry my son?I have no answer to this question.Meanwhile ammi started saying, introduce me to Murtaza first.

I controlled myself and said I am going upstairs, my exams are about to come.Even while saying this my hands were shaking.

Aunty came near me and kissed my forehead and say, soon we will meet again little baby.Now with Murtaza.

I went up and locked the room,My body is getting numb after hearing about marriage.
I closed my eyes and I started remembering my whole past.

MY PAST

It scares the hell out of me, there will be very painful moments in my life that will change my entire world in a matter of minutes.these moments will change you.

My eyes are shedding tears thinking about my past, last year i met heartbreak,I learned that life is not that cruel but people are.
From last year i learned that the people you love the most will betray you and justify it.

My entire past is spinning in front of my eyes, the one question i ask myself daily why did he come to me and then left me.I had truly loved him but he cheated on me.

He made me believe that he loves me more than anyone in the world, And later he came into a relationship with my own friend.
After that my trust in love ended ,I am disgusted with the name of marriage.

I remember that night when he confess that he love me,I did not have time to love anyone,But he made me believe that he don't love anyone in this world more than me.

He became the light in my dark,the lights i thought never gonna fade, didn't fate.
JUST DISAPPEAR.
The way he make me fall for him so hard,Same way he betray me,i give him so many chances I thought he would change.

I thought he were my soul the way i feel lonleliest when i am not with him,just like he is happier when i am away from him ,i gave chances to him just to break my heart.

He cheated on me like nothing has happened,like no memories in past.he used to talk to me on regular phone calls,all of that was a lie.

why did he come so close to me, now I'm afraid of being left and I'm afraid of not being good enough,i have to expect the worst because i always get the worse.

I will still remember each words he said to me,But I need to move on💔

I put a pillow on my face and I fell asleep.

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[Guy's This chapter would be a bit long I hope you like it]