ADDICTION • BONTEN × READER

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" YOU KNOW MY SECRET, LOVELY ONE "

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The male in red attire sat crossed legs and arms infront of you, kicking the raised foot in the air, there was a slight frown on his features.

"You're ignoring me"

He said, a frown forming on his face. He was feeling very disappointed right now.

The last time he saw you was when he dared and kissed you, poor snake went home all sunshine and happy.

Not realising the light spot he walked under.

He gotta admit, after just getting a taste of that weird feeling once, he was already addicted. He wanted more, he NEEDED more.

He wanted you more with each passing second, and the fact you disapear and ghosted him?

Every single passing thought is about you, each passing memory of your cute, innocent, sweet demeanor, whenever you hang out.

He needed you, his heart was aching for you. He felt like he was going crazy.

And whenever he tries to push you back in the dark side of his mind and try to focus on work, his mind kept thinking back to the moment he got a taste of your sweet soft lips Against his own...

Those past weeks weren't easy for him.

He's turning into an obsessed, like Sanzu with his drugs.

"I was bussy..." you pursed your lips thin, hoping he'll buy your only excuse.

But seems he didn't, "adding stories every five seconds?".

"Well, adding a story is faster than typing a reply ..." , at thia rate you're saying nonsenses you don't even believe...

His frown deepening, and you kinda- you feel utterly guilty and like a trash person.

You were a nervous and in a mess whenever try to reply, how in the world you're going to act like nothing happend?

That's another whole level of density you got to master.

" I'm sorry..." he sighed loudly, gazing at the ground defeated.

He feels stupid, coming to someone house because they didn't answer your messages? At this hour?

If Sanzu or Rindou knew about his desperate act they'd mock and die from wheezing so long, kakuchou will be disappointed and Ran won't stop being a tease.

But... his emotions were over the place, stronger than his rational ones.

Maybe fearing of the similar feelings of losing someone he admires.

You were like a fresh waft. A sea salty breeze he enjoys after being locked up in a box with heavy smock for his lungs to breath, in the darkest place he ever will be.

And that darkness stretches to infinity..

But you were a sudden star poped in it's sky, for him to look at and knows that his candle didn't end yet.

So he learned to love that star, his star, shining for him, soothing his fears and making him relax.

He don't want to loose you, nor corrupt you with his weird obssession.

"But please don't push me like this..", he looks defeated, feeling bad and sulking.

You blinked twice at the guy, was he the same sass guy with so much dignity to show????????