This is my biggest insecurity.
No one has ever loved me.
No one will.
People will use me.
I have only let my guards down once.
I had night mares that he would take advantage of me saying I love you like my dad.
If you tell someone you love them.
They have complete control over you.
They choose whether you die or survive.
They choose whether you're happy or not.
They control you because they know you have no protection.
I always worry about this.
I'm too insecure for anyone to ever love me.
No one would ever love a girl with scars.
