Oh where do I begin?
I'm the one girl everyone comes to for advice.
The girl who helps everyone but herself.
That's normal in today's society.
I'm the girl who also understood her feelings.
Never thought a guy was "the one."
Until you..
I'm suppose to be the girl who never says that.
Until you..
I said I moved on.
I just wanted you to forget about me.
I want you to be happy.
That will make me happy.
However...
I am selfish for thinking this..
But I really wanna be the reason you smile.
But I fucking love that smile.
When I see it I wanna hug it.
I like the smile you do in selfies but it's not the same one I love.
I love the one in the videos we took when you paused for a selfie.
I love that smile.
It makes me smile.
So as long as I see that smile I'll be okay.
But DAMN IT!
I wanna be that reason you stare at a wall and smile like a fucking idot.
But I suppose that too much to ask for.
I wanna wake up and see the fucking cute smile with that cute little mole on your cheek every morning.
But I know someone will wake up to that smile.
And it will make them very happy.
Just that someone won't be me..
Oh wait I forgot I'm only 13..
What the hell am I doing talking about this shit?
I used to think it was stupid when girls talked like this.
Until you..
