'Don't Blame me' (Original Book Series)

"Don't Blame me"

  Lian watched Allison sleep like Camaron had done the previous night, unlike him, Lian noticed the warm and soft body that was curled up on his side of the bed.  He noticed how her hair, how it was lighter and golden in the daylight, how the perfume from her clothes permeated over it, he loved her more than himself.  He felt this love one day, but unfortunately it was from his father, now Lian feels it all again only more intense and striking.   Allison slowly woke up and looked at Lian, she stared at him just thinking and reasoning, how would things be now?  What am I going to do?  What should I do?...

-Good morning Alli...
-...Lian, what exactly happened yesterday?...
-Hey, I told you things and then kissed you, you tried to talk, but it seems like you couldn't resist... why?  It was horrible?...
...

Allison thought about changing the subject, but told him the truth.

-I enjoyed every second I spent...

Lian blushed with embarrassment.

-And you Lian?...
-Allison, I'm not going to lie, but I've wanted to do this for a long time... but, I'm just making it clear that your permission was just for touching and not for full sex...
-I'm more comfortable with that, I'm not prepared for that...
-But why?...
...

Allison was quiet.

-...Alliason, can you speak...
-No, I do not want...
-But maybe you feel good...
-Camaron, I said no!!!

Lian furrows his eyebrows, scared by this statement.

-What do you mean Camaron?...
-Sorry, that was a mistake...

Allison gets out of bed and goes to the other room, "her room."  She was still wearing her underwear, not that they thought about taking them off, they just felt the heat of their bodies.   Suddenly her cell phone rings, it was Camaron.

-Hi Camaron, how are you?...
-Allison, hi, I'm fine, really excited for tonight.
-So, I'm happy, I'm waiting for you today, to enjoy this beautiful Sunday...
-But of course, tomorrow we work and we could be together, like Friday.
...

Allison felt it was a hint to the relationship she had with Lian.  The weight on my conscience increased.

-...Camaron, I'm waiting for you today, I can't talk now, I have to go buy some ingredients...
-Look, I can pick you up...
...
-Better!  Meet me at the "Big Mart" here near the apartment...
-Closed...
-OK Bye...
-Bye Allison, I love you...
...

Allison opened her eyes and couldn't respond.

-I'll meet you there Camaron...
...

The call drops and she goes straight to the shower. Camaron found her behavior strange.  Maybe women acted like this after making out in a man's car and office.  Lian was also very thoughtful about all this, he thought about trying to talk to her, but he thought it would be better to keep to himself.  Allison gets out of the shower and gets ready, gives Olivia food and goes to the market.  Arriving there, she doesn't find Camaron anywhere, she even thinks about seeing a crowd in the places, but she ends up not finding it.

{That's weird...}

She thought, maybe if she called him...

-Hello, Camaron, where are you?...
-Damn, I came to the wrong market, I realized that I can't risk leaving.  People seem to know when a famous person can appear at any moment...
-Camaron, wait for me in the parking lot when you arrive at the other "Big Mart", ok?...
-Right...
...

The call drops and she goes to the tomato sauce store, while she was buying things she feels a light touch on her back.  When she turns around, she comes across Vanessa.