'Don't Blame me' (Original Book Series)

"Gorgeus"

Você é tão deslumbrante, isso chega de me deixar com raiva. Por que seus olhos azuis são como o oceano, que me afoga por dentro. Você é tão perfeito, que chega de doer meus sentimentos. Estou preferindo ter gatos, como você.

  The next day, Allison called Carlos to ask if she could make an exception today, as she wanted to see Camaron who was still in the hospital.  Carlos explained that it would be difficult to get inside, with so many paparazzi and journalists.  But Allison would find a way, she always did.  So she gets ready and, ironically, she wears the same clothes as when she met him in the studio.  Allison puts food out for Olivia and realizes that Lian wasn't going to work today either, so she left Olivia at home.  The trip to the hospital was long, she didn't need that much effort to know which hospital it was.  Because the news headlines, gossip sites and many others talked about it.  For them, Camaron was in a coma, but she didn't want to believe in that possibility, because it would still be her fault.  Upon arriving at the third corner before the venue, you could already see the rows of dissatisfied fans, journalists, and people who didn't even know what was happening.  Allison enters the crowd, trying to have at least a shred of hope, it was very difficult to walk down that street.  So finally she manages to find a little part of the street that was empty, and with no hope of being able to talk to Camaron, she turns around, and when she looks at the end of the other street that had no one, it was there, her last hope, her salvation , it was Liza, coming out of the back doors of the hospital, with bags of food.  Allison starts to rush the palace and call her.  Liza looks scared and when she realizes it's Allison, she frowns and continues putting things in the car.

-Liza!  Please...
-Allison, I have already been clear about this situation.
-Yes, but please, let me explain myself, give me just one chance to apologize to him.  I need, I need to feel good...
...

Liza looked and thought, maybe she wasn't so cold.

-I'll take you, stay with him all day, this will be your last excuses.
-Thank you very much.

Liza takes her to his room, for Allison the hospital is not a good place to stay, that smell of alcohol, people on stretchers, sitting in chairs in pain, children crying and families sad.  They arrive in the room and Liza enters first.

-wait...

Allison understands the order and stays still.

-Hello Love, are you OK?...
-Not much, I still feel a little weak...
-Well, you're going to leave this place, and we're going to eat a lot of pizza...

Camaron laughs, trying hard not to cry.

-Well, there's someone who came to spend the day with you!...

{Oh my God!  It's my parents, no, no, better, my brother!  He came, they arrived!}

Camaron thought with so much happiness.

-While you spend the day I'm going to go home, I'll be back at night, if you need anything, call me... come in...
...

Camaron tries to crane his neck to get a better look and when he realizes, he sees Allison entering the narrow lane, she had her arms crossed, she looked at him and realized that Camaron wasn't that excited or surprised by her presence.

-Hi Camaron.
-Hello Allison.
...

Liza felt a slightly strange atmosphere.

-Well, I'll leave you, call me if you need.

At that moment they were alone, only stares could be heard.  Camaron couldn't think of anything to say, Allison just wanted to talk and apologize.

-...Camaron, I'm sorry...
-...Allison, don't be sorry, I should have taken my medicine before going to the party, and I also don't feel good when I'm around people for hours...
-No, it's my fault, you gave me everything I wanted, I know the taste of your love.  And on top of that, you were full of problems that I ended up overflowing in the cup.
...
-You're right!  You are to blame for everything, maybe if I hadn't walked into your studio by accident, I wouldn't be here... Woman, I loved you, you were the only one, of all the girls I ever liked, I loved you the most.  You destroyed what was left in me, I would hate you for that, but damn!  I do not hate you!  Amazingly.
...
- Ca, Camaron, I don't want this for us, I don't want to be between two men who... to be honest, changed my life.  I love you Camaron, I love your intelligent, knightly, perfect, attentive, affectionate way, your kiss, your body, your hands.  But I also love Lian.  And I know this is wrong.
-Yes, it is very wrong, and whether you like it or not, you will have to choose between Lian and me.
...