I fought for you the hardest, it made me the strongest
Beyonce
January 5th 2019... the day I met the love of my life. I was in the studio just laying down some tracks and the woman walked in. About 5'2, curvy and pretty with the brightest smile and cutest dimples. The most gorgeous woman I've ever come across. "Beyonce, I'm Nicki, it's nice to finally meet you" she exclaimed. "I know who you are beautiful, it's nice to finally meet you as well." Me and Nicki have crossed paths at industry events but never spoke, but I've always had eyes for her. I wasn't into women however there's always that one person and Nicki, well Nicki was that person.
You see I never knew true love until I knew Nic. Nicki was my everything. I live for her, I loved her. I'd die for her. Me and Nicki were together for 5 years before she passed. For those years, I had it all. I had a wife, kids, ridiculously large home, wealth, fame, the American dream and more. But it wasn't long before it all came crashing down.
Flashback
"BEY HELP" Nicki screamed. I tried to grab her hand but i was pulled back by one of the firemen "NO STOP I HAVE TO GET MY WIFE! LET ME GO MY WIFE IS STILL IN THE HOUSE!" I begged but despite my begging and protest, I was forced to watch the house burn... my wife was still inside. I fell to my knees and screamed, feeling my heart break into pieces. Hearing the terrified and broken cries of my children I realized the reality of my situation. Not only is my wife burning in our home so not only am I homeless and lonely but I'm also a single mother in less than an hour.
Flashback over
So that's what happened I lost almost everything I had in 1 hour, but I still had the most important thing. My children. Brooklyn, Rain, Skylar, and Malachi. Brook took it the hardest. I had her and Rain with my ex-husband Shawn. She was eight when Nic came into her life she and Nicki were extremely close. That was her second mom and Nicki saw herself as that too. Nicki was an amazing mom. The younger three asked me every day for three months when their mommy was coming back since they didn't quite understand death completely. The pain and turmoil this has caused me, and my family is unspeakable. I'd give anything to hear her annoying a** cackle again, or to hear her yell at me for "cooking in her kitchen" again or see her smile. I miss her more than I can explain. I put it on my life, those people will pay for what they've done.
