𝙆𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙑𝙤𝙣 𝙄𝙢𝙖𝙜𝙞𝙣𝙚𝙨

𝘉𝘭𝘶𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘪𝘳

Y/N Pov-

Today is one of those days. One of those days were you just still on the edge of your bed looking out the window while it's raining. Sounds like something out of a movie but it's what i'm currently doing. I've had no motivation to even go to the kitchen today. Sometimes you just want to feel free but unfortunately life isn't like that for me. I'm sitting here thinking about all the stuff i've been through. My parents haven't talked to me in about 5 years since I decided to move out at 16. They were toxic to the point where I tired to end my life. I've had no friends basically my whole life except for one. People thought I was weird and they still do. So on my off day today i'm just staying in the house. Even my coworkers look at me different just because I don't like to talk. The only person lifting me up is my boyfriend Dayvon. I know you're thinking "how'd she get a boyfriend when she doesn't even talk to people?" Well truth is he came up to me first of course. People know him as "King Von" A very known Chicago drill rapper. He's a very outgoing and talkative person so it makes sense on why he would come up to me first. I was just eating by myself at a restaurant downtown and I guess he noticed me and felt bad. He came up to me and started conversation. I was very nervous but got used to him after a couple of months. After about 5 months he asked me to be his girlfriend and I said yes. So we've been together for almost 2 years now.

"Where you at ma?"

I could hear him getting closer and when he opened the door I didn't even bother to move. I just wanted to look at the rain pouring down outside.

"Why you sitting up here basically in da dark ma?"

I just shrugged my shoulders kinda still in my own thoughts. I felt the bed go down a little knowing he was sitting next to me but still not acknowledging him.

"Did I do sum? You mad at me?"

I shook my head no and stood up from the bed only to be pulled back down by Von and he sat me on his lap.

"You thinking bout sum?"

I shook my head yes as my eyes stared to tear up. Lord knows I hate crying and seeming vulnerable in front of people.

"Tell me what's wrong ma. You can talk to me."

I turned my head and when I did I was met with his beautiful brown eyes. Lord how did I get someone who's so perfect.

"I-I think I want to cut my hair."

His eyes went wide. And I know the exact reason. Von loved my hair, especially the blue. I've had this color in my head for about 6 years now. It's time to let it go though.

"Why you wanna do dat ma?"

"You know that hair holds so much memories. Everytime I look at my hair now all the old stuff comes up. It's time for me to cut it and start all over.."

He nodded his head while being hesitant. I know he didn't agree with my decision but he would pretend to just to make me happy.

"Okay. It's all up to you Y/N i'll respect any decision you make."

He pecked my lips and put his head on my shoulder.

"You wanna do it yourself or you want me ta pay for your hair?"

"I can do it myself. Not my first time doing this you know."

I chuckled and got up from his lap. He got up right after I did and we made our way to the bathroom. When he got to the bathroom I grabbed the scissors and clippers from under the cabinet. When I got ready to start cutting my hair I suddenly stopped. My eyes suddenly started to tear up. I felt a little nervous and scared.

*Bum Bum Bum*

Von came up and hugged me from behind.

"It's okay ma. Juh breathe and relax."

I nodded my head and brought the scissors up to my hair taking one snip after the other. Not too long after I was all done and my new hair was finished.

"You did a great job babygirl. I love this look on you too guh"

We both laughed and once the laughter died down I looked up at Von. We didn't say anything instead we just stared into each other's eyes. That spark was there between us. I knew that at that moment I had found my person. And I got to start a new chapter of my life with the man I care for and Love..

*So there was nothing I could do to stop
Her from cutting
Her beautiful "Blue Hair" off*