[2] Past will always be past

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AFTER THE BATTLE (EXTRA):

Lucifer led Charlie and the others to where Alastor was, they found his unconscious. Lucifer was the one that worried a lot.

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It's been about a week or two, Lucifer would always sit down besides Alastor's bed. He was looking at him, he felt that rush of feelings again, that stupid love. Why did the cupid let him fall for someone like him?

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It was the usual, Lucifer went to Alastor's room to check on him. He was awake.

"You're awake.."

Lucifer said lowly, Alastor looked at him. Alastor felt guilt.

"Go away."

"You're still going to push me away? Isn't hurting me enough?"

Lucifer said. Of course, of course it wasn't! If hurting you means you'll fall out of love.. I'll glady do, over and over again. Alastor thought, but he couldn't say that to him, he couldn't even face him.

"Do you really look at me that low?"

Lucifer said, Alastor was lost for words. He was looking away.

"Talk!"

"Yes! Yes I do, I look you that way. I couldn't even think how someone like you could someone like me! Why?! Why me?! Why me out of everyone else?! I'm nowhere near better! I'm just full of myself, Lucifer! So why?!"

Lucifer was speechless, he didn't know what to say. He didn't even know how to answer. He opened his mouth to speak again.

"Why you? That's right!"

Lucifer scoffed.

"Why you?! Why did I love you?! I don't know. Maybe because I have a heart that feels something too! Unlike you who is heartless!"

Lucifer said. Alastor lets out a huff and looked away then back at him. His gaze was cold, it sent shivers down Lucifer's spine.

"You can't expect me to love you."

"But why not?!"

Lucifer exclaimed, Alastor was left stunned. Lucifer had a point, in that moment. He felt as if he was in the darkness with no one but himself.

"That's right, Alastor, why not?"

Alastor, himself, said to him.

"I can't love him.."

Alastor replied.

"But why?"

He said, Alastor couldn't think of any reasons at all.

"You'd rather spend your whole life stuck in this void with no light? With no life?"

Alastor couldn't think straight, that's right.. would he rather spend it like that way?

"You don't know me."

"But I'm you, of course I know you.. I know you alright."

Alastor looked around, darkness. Darkness was keeping him company.

"It wasn't like this before, this had light before. But what happened? You pushed everyone else leaving you with me, yourself."

He felt as if he was going insane. He was losing his sanity.

"You just think of yourself, Alastor. You think of you, you, you, YOU."

Alastor's breath hitches.

"Who are you?"

He questioned.

"A voice, your thoughts, your mind, your heart, yourself."

There was complete silence. Alastor was lost for words, he was lost.

"What's this place.."

He never felt like this before, he never felt so lost. So scared. So.. confused.

"The void, the darkness, the back of your mind. Who knows."

He looked around, it was just him. Him and that stupid voice! Suddenly, he heard his name repeatedly. He puts a hand a on both of his ears begging for it to stop.

"Alastor! Tell me, why not?!"

Alastor snapped back to reality, he looked at Alastor.

"B-because, I'm afraid I'll hurt you in the end. I want what's best for you, Lucifer."

Alastor said, he would gladly do everything he can just for him to find someone else, someone far better.

"Why not give it a chance?.."

Lucifer said, Alastor stared at him for a while. He thought for a moment.

"Okay.."

He agreed, Lucifer smiled and hugged him, Alastor groaned as the hug tightens. Lucifer lets go and giggled.

"I'm sorry-.."

"That's fine."

They both exchange glances and smiled..


















And so,




















they lived happily ever after..









































or so you thought.



































END.
(This is only an extra but it's also a chap.. it's just related to chap 1 :^)

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