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‼️𝐃𝐎𝐍'𝐓 𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐆𝐄𝐓 𝐓𝐎 𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐕𝐎𝐓𝐄‼️

I'm shaken awake by Lorenzo when we land, I didn't even realise I fell asleep but thats okay. I needed rest, my ribs are worse. I don't know how it's possible. My ribs are burning. I feel shattered. Broken.

"We're here Bella. Welcome to New York." Lorenzo says as he unbuckles his seatbelt and stands up, he doesn't even look tense or anything from the plane ride. I wonder if he got up when the plane was flying. Can he do that? I don't even know? Fuck my head hurts.

I want to fucking die. I'm too hot. The thread and fabric of my sweater is going into my cuts and it's itchy as. My back hurts, those cuts and welts on my back sting so bad I can't deal with it anymore. My ribs are still burning. The pain never stops.

I can't think of anything else but the pain. The agony. I wish I just was a normal girl, with a normal life.

I get my bag from a man in a black suit and black sunglasses when I get off the plane with Alessandro and Lorenzo, Sandro had to help me with my seatbelt. Again, bro I'm so dumb. I can't even work a fucking airplane seatbelt.

Whatever I guess it's fine but it's so embarrassing. We get straight into the same type of car as we did in London, how many cars do these people own? A man puts my backpack in the boot of the car. I could have just kept that with me.

All the men who keep doing stuff around here, they must work for my dad or something, but they are all wearing the same thing, a black suit, white dress shirt and black tie with black tinted sunglasses. If I think about it, Alessandro is dressed like that too and so is my dad. It's fucking weird. Is everyone like this in New York? No way am I dressing fancy everyday.

I've literally only got hoodies, jeans and leggings. I'm going to look so out of place. I wonder how my other brothers dress. I hope they dress like me because there is no way in hell I'm wearing dresses everyday to fit in.

I couldn't even wear formal clothes like dresses if I wanted to. I can't show off my bruises or anything. I look like I've just came off a fucking battlefield. It's just embarrassing.

When we are all in the car, I'm stuck in the middle seat, again. How is that fair? Honestly a joke. It's so annoying in literally squished in between two men, who are extremely tall by the way. What about me? Where are my tall genes? Why am I 5,7 and they are like 7 foot? Unfair. I mean like proper unfair.

One of those men in a black suit is driving, one car in front of ours again and one behind. All the windows are tinted so you can't see inside from outside the car which is weird why they would need that but whatever. They might just be paranoid or something.

We pass giant buildings, just like in the movies. But kind of better than the movies. The buildings are like as tall as space. It's crazy. I wonder what's in them. Maybe like office spaces or something. I don't know. I wonder if they do tours. Why would they do fu king tours? I'm so dumb oh my god.

The house what we go to is massive. And I mean like Buckingham palace, massive. It's crazy. Why would you need a house that big? Is there an actual reason for it? What could you fit it there? I hope they have a library. Imagine they do.

I mostly read romance books and romantasy, I want to try get more into fantasy with a subplot of romance though. Like I want to read powerless by Lauren Roberts. But it's fine if I just stick to romance. I'm a delusional romance girlie, what can I say?

The house- no the mansion, is surrounded by a big black gate, at the gate entrance, there are men, bodyguards? Guards? I don't really know what to call them, again they are in the same clothes as the other men I've seen.

Everything is flooding onto me like crazy. I feel anxiety stuck in my chest, like I'm suffocating, what if my other brothers don't like me? What then? What if they hurt me like Jack did? His name even makes me nauseous. Everything will all be a waste. I wouldn't have really escaped. I would have just escaped him. My dad and Alessandro could squash me in the blink of an eye. What's to say they wouldn't?

I need to be careful, cautious with what I say and do. Who knows? It might all be okay. They could just be a normal family. Right? That's a possibility.

One of the men guarding the gates presses a button, it must just open the gate because that's what happened when he pressed it, the three cars drive into the gates, taking me to my new home. Just pray. Pray I will be okay. Pray I will be free.

As the car comes to a stop, my dad and Alessandro get out the car, my dad waiting and holding the door as I climb out carefully behind him, making sure I don't accidentally hurt me ribs or something again. I can't handle another fucking injury or I will scream and kill myself.

I start to walk to the boot of the car when my dad stops me.

"What are you doing?" He asks, confusion clear on his face.

"Getting my backpack from the back of the car? Duh." I say, stating the obvious.

"Leave it, someone will bring it in for you after." My dad says in a normal cold tone.

Okay then. They be treating people like servants here. We are in the 21st century. Shouldn't we be doing this ourselves? I don't say that but I honestly wish I could. Don't know why. I just want to argue I guess.

The house is even bigger when I see it up front, my jaw drops slightly as I take it in, earning a slight chuckle from Alessandro.

"Come on principessa, our brothers will be waiting for us." Alessandro says, beckoning me to go up the porch stairs.

I guess it's time. Time to say goodbye to the last chapter and say hello to the new one. I just hope my book gets better than before. Before I give up. Before I put my book in a fire and burn. Before I finally give up.

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Guys please don't hate me for not publishing a chapter in like a month. I'm so sorry, I've just had no motivation whatsoever but thanks for being patient. This is kind of rubbish but we move on. I'll probably do like a house tour with so pictures from Pinterest.

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