All these little things (1D fanfic)

While the little things in life are perfect chapter 12

April’s POV:

“April is it true?!” I hear as I look around the parking lot wondering whose voice that was.

I thought maybe I just imagined it- “You slept with Zayn?!” I look up again seeing an angry Harry.

I huff in disbelief, how does he have the nerve to tell me who to go and be with?

Finally he reaches me inhaling quickly with serious cold eyes that scare me.

“You….Slept with Zayn?” Asks Harry pointing back to the café.

“So?” I ask turning away. Maybe I kind of came out here to get away from you Harry?

“Listen to me April Zayn hurts people, and when he hurts people, he hurts them bad.” Says Harry as I roll my eyes.

“Harry don’t be telling me who’s going to hurt me! Go focus on yourself and maybe you should try perfect you hurting people Harry cause look at me! You created this shit!” I yell at him as I can see tears in his eyes.

“You think Zayn will hurt me, but you don’t know how much I’m already hurting.” I say walking away as I can hear Harry burst into tears.

I’ve never seen Harry like that since we were 5 and he fell. I suddenly felt bad… But how could I? He broke me, badly.

We used to be the closest friends. We were able to talk about anything and he was there for me. Now its like I can’t have a normal conversation with him without it being a fight.

I went back into the café as Zayn quickly stood up noticing I was frustrated.

“Can we go? Please?” I ask looking into Zayn’s worried eyes.

“Sure.” He says grabbing my hand and giving a goodbye to the lads.

We get into his car and there is a quiet silence between us.

“April.” Says Harry as he pops his head into the car window I am sitting by. He literally gave ma a heart attack.

“What?” I ask bluntly as I can see his eyes are red and Zayn also looks shocked.

“I’ll, um leave you two to talk.” Says Zayn knowing inside what is going on.

I didn’t want Zayn to leave, cause whenever he does, I feel emptiness in my heart, and when Harry is here, I feel anger and rage.

“April, I’m sorry.” Says Harry.

“Sometimes sorry doesn’t work.” I say not looking in his eyes.

“I want you to be happy with Zayn, and I know he’ll treat you right.” Says Harry smiling at me.

“I still don’t forgive you.” I reply as he huffs and walks away.

That’s what he gets, now he knows what it’s like being rejected, but why? Why couldn’t I be the sweeter one and forgive him. Why do I have to be so stubborn sometimes?

“Harry!” I yell as I get out of the car and run up to him.

“I forgive you.” I say as he pulls me into a hug.

“Thank you.” He says as he stares into my eyes. We’re leaning in, wait what it happening? No, no I can’t kiss him. What is going on.

“Um.” I turn to see a confused Zayn.

“Bye Harry.” I say waving and walking back to the car with Zayn.

As we get in with awkward silence I notice Zayn looks hurt inside. But, if I did kiss Harry, I wouldn’t get the same wonderful feeling I do to when I kiss Zayn.

“Were you going to kiss him?” Asks Zayn as he starts to tear up.

“No.” I say sure of my answer.

“But, you guys were awfully close.” He says as a tear falls. I’ve never seen Zayn in such a fragile state before. Why are all of these boys so emotional today? Are they on their time of the month or something?

“Zayn, if I were to kiss him, I would regret it deeply because I only want to be with you, I want to be with you only and for the rest of my life.” I say smiling at him as he nods and starts the engine.

“Can we go somewhere, I wanna show you.” I say looking at Zayn as he nods and we trade seats as I back out of the stall and head to a familiar place.

It was the park that Amy beat me up at, well also the park that Zayn and I first collided when our dogs started fighting. We were both 9 then. I thought he was the cutest boy in the world.

“April.” Says Zayn as I snap out of my tiny world and see that we have arrived. I drove here already? I could say I have some rather good driving skills.

“I have to show you something.” I tell him as I get out of the car and walk over to s familiar bridge.

“Do you remember this place?” I ask hoping he would.

“No.” He says as I frown.

“I ‘know’ this place. It’s where I first laid my eyes on the sweetest prettiest girl in the world. And from that moment, I knew she was going to be in my arms one day.” He says as I smile from ear to ear.

I engulf him in a hug as he squeezes me tight.

“I love you so much.” He whispers in my ear sending chills everywhere.

“I love you too.” I reply shutting my eyes close.

I think, I could possibly die right now. Right in this moment while everything is great, while the little things in life are perfect….