We're Meant To Be [KimBen]

5- Magical Conversation

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Days passing one by one making Kim's situation even worse.

He completely locked himself in his room. He refused to talk with anyone & to take food as well.

His brothers tried but no use.

Sitting on the balcony alone for hours, Laying down on his bed holding Vegas' clothes, sniffing the fading scent he reminisces every moment they spent together.

Their first meeting as enemies, the intimate moments, falling in love, their date, the day Vegas refused his confession, the way Vegas proposed to him, the yellow dandelions in their hands, overcoming the obstacles together, their beautiful wedding & adopting their princess.

All seems like happened a few moments ago. Vegas' presence is dwelling with his absence. Like Vegas is here but still not here.

Kim dips himself into the bathtub water most of the time. He stays under the water quite a while when his mind fills with the drowse. His heart ached everytime he sees the vision of Vegas laying inside the coffin. His tears escaped but dissolved in the water.

On the other hand, Viky is also getting desperate to be with his both parents while Kinn is struggling to help Mac from this shock.

"Kim! It's almost 3 days for God's sake!! Are you gonna die like this!! You selfish!! What about Viky!! Vegas left her with you!! She's not eating as well! Come out!! You need to take care of her!!" Tankhun knocked on the door harder several times.

"Papa Kim! Why you're not opening the door?!" The small hand knocked on the door making a light noise as Viky spoke softly.

Kim comes outta water for the breath he needs for his body to survive.

A sudden guilt took over him as soon as Tankhun's words hit him. He promised Vegas to take care of Viky. But he's not doing it! He's being selfish?! He can't stay like this.

Viky is calling him again.

He hurriedly changed his clothes then opened the door. Viky jumped up over Kim.

"Papa Kim!!.. I missed you!" Viky cried.

"I'm sorry princess.. I'm sorry..." Kim hugged her.

Kim feeds her first then makes her sleep. 

Tankhun & Kinn tried their best to convince both Kim & Mac. Mac is somehow trying to adopt the reality but Kim doesn't want to.

He's still living in illusion.

Kim went out with his car. Tankhun tried to stop but Kinn didn't let him.

"Before doing anything.. Remember.. Viky & Vegas' last promise are still here.." Kinn just reminded Kim firmly.

Kim nodded. He knows he won't do anything to die. There's no need.

The death of his body will be merely a dramatic end of his life. His soul is dying every moment, every second with the pain of loss he is carrying inside his chest.

He drove to the cemetery.

He slowly walked over. The grave is fresh.  But the flowers wilted by now. He kneeled down then removed the old flowers from the airy damp soil then placed the dandelions with some lavenders.

He opened his arms then settled himself over the grave. His chest, open palms and cheek tried to feel the cold stillness of Vegas' body & warmth of love from this. He bent his fingers to grab the handful of soil.

He inhaled the soil scent then closed his eyes. He remembered how their hug felt so familiar with comfort. He felt the same as if he was hugging his love.

He didn't shed tears. He won't. Vegas is with him. Why would he cry?

Vegas can't leave him. Vegas is here, with him.

"I love you, Vegas.. I'm here.." Kim whispered to his love laying 6ft down.

Kim knows Vegas heard him. Kim's ear received some waves.

A thin pressed smile cross over Kim's lips as if he heard Vegas' reply.

"I love you more, Kimhan.. I'm here for you."

"Don't leave me.. it hurts.. you know right?"

"I know.. did you feed Viky? Please take care of her.. play with her.."

"I'm sorry.. I couldn't for 2 days.. but I'll.. our princess will be ok.."

"Thanks Kimhan.. your Vegas.. loves you."

"I love you too."

Kim whispered beneath his breath. He felt ease. Vegas' words are hitting his ears.

Their magical conversation fills him up with lots of raw emotion. His Vegas didn't leave him. Vegas is here.

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A/N: it's getting hard for me to put my mind into writing because of the current incidents just passed by. I'm trying to update fast. I just wrote whatever came across my mind.

This chapter wasn't that bad I guess. What do you guys say?