Songs From My Deepest Places❤️‍🩹

The Secret

Now he reaches for the secret,
That I held inside.
Long while.
A lifetime.
He said he got to know it,
And believe it has never been true.
But he will never get the secret,
That living inside.
My mind.
Every night.
He said I got no choice,
His life is standing on the secret.

But I swore to myself,
I will never get it out.
It's too embarrassing,
No one has to know about.

It keeps me awake at night,
It doesn't let me sleep.
I know the secret that he hold inside,
The secret about me.

He's walking back and forth,
And of course I know why,
And every time I walk towards him,
He lowering his eyes.
We're still together,
But not for long.
Because when I'll tell him the secret,
We won't love anymore.

And I swore not to tell him,
But it's breaking my heart.
And I know the secret,
The secret he can't live without.

But it keeps me awake at night,
It doesn't let me sleep.
I know the secret that he hold inside,
The secret about me.

This time I won't be afraid,
I'll tell him everything.
This time he won't let me down,
I got something.

But it still keeps me awake at night,
It still doesn't let me sleep.
Why I know the secret that he hold inside?
The secret that he cheating me.
It keeps me awake at night,
It doesn't let me sleep.
Why the hell I know the secret that he hold inside?
Why the hell he cheating me?

Yeah I know, Yeah I know, Yeah I know,
That he's cheating me.
Yeah I know, Yeah I know, Yeah I know,
That he's cheating me.