Songs From My Deepest Places❤️‍🩹

Maybe Next Time

I heard a voice behind me,
Screaming out my name.
I looked around,
But there is no one to blame.
It felt like old times,
With ghosts but glory.
The old kind of things,
Hurting? then sorry.
I should've known it was a trap,
But I'm really deep inside it.
People say they want to help,
But they always try to fight it.

They say maybe next time you'll have luck,
Maybe next time he won't leave you like that,
Maybe next time he will love you for who you are.
Maybe next time he will be strong,
Maybe next time you won't be alone,
Maybe next time he won't let you go.
But no one knows what will happen next time.

I tried to live my life,
But It's always returned to my head.
Like anything stupid I got to know,
Looking for some bread.
It felt like a stormy night,
Thunder and lightning.
And I was looking for someone,
And I found myself drowning.
I should've seen it coming,
But I'm too blind to see myself.
Please forgive me if I said something,
That made you jump from the shelf.

They say maybe next time you'll have luck,
Maybe next time he won't leave you like that,
Maybe next time he will love you for who you are.
Maybe next time he will be strong,
Maybe next time you won't be alone,
Maybe next time he won't let you go.
But I know exactly how I used to be,
Alone.

Smashed dolls lying on the floor,
I don't know if I want to survive anymore.
If someone wants to save me,
He better do it now.
Peter pan flying out my window,
I'm killing my friends just like a black widow,
I will never be free.

They say maybe next time you'll have luck,
Maybe next time he won't leave you like that,
Maybe next time he will love you for who you are.
Maybe next time he will be strong,
Maybe next time you won't be alone,
Maybe next time he won't let you go.
But I know exactly how I used to be,
And I know exactly how I will be,
Alone.